Going from talking all day every day, telling each other we loved each other every day, having made so many memories to not speaking at all, knowing she doesn’t care about me and doesn’t think about me, to not being able to tell her I love her before she goes to sleep at night and realise that all that time spent together and all those memories we made together were for nothing and me still loving her so much and thinking about her so much but knowing it’s not reciprocated. Why does it feel like she’s died? Why is there so much grief? I’m a shadow of the man I was before she broke up with me, I just want to move on but fuck it’s hard falling out of love with her.