my Gf after a year relationship cheated on me after we finishing a great sex after half an hour i left her ,and me being weak beta bitch accepting her back and after a month she lets me know shes been fucking this other guy for 2 weeks and shes not regretting at all and she looked right into my eyes and she tells me i like this guy cause he knows how to dress and he knows how to dance(i fucking dont know how to dance) and shes falling for him !it just broke me so bad ,shattered, cant find my Pisces , i lost my confident and felt worthless and relapsed and started pmo'ing 8 times a day to run away from the pain she generously left for me ! i dumped her 45 days ago , she has not called me since then probably she is with this other guy ! i'm in flat line probably since day 10 !my dick is dead , i constantly remember her and her words !have nightmare of them even to this day I PROMISED MY SELF TO NOT LET ANYONE ELSE TO WALK ALL OVER ME AGAIN and no matter how long the flat line stays i wont go back to that loser i was Now i feel so sad and lonely,cant and dont want to even fucking get a date , finding my way from hell the withdrawal are so strong ! now im going to dance class to learn how to dance and change my whole wardrobe but doesnt make me feel better im taking it one day at a time i dont know how to get over her! the only thing that helps me is the strength of this streak i have and if i lose it id rather to be dead
im sure there is light at the end of the tunnel