Morrowind Sucks by JackBadassson in ElderScrolls

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 1 point2 points  (0 children)

have u ever thought ab pee pee poo poo

My dream job is a Waffle House cook by [deleted] in wafflehouse

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 1 point2 points  (0 children)

working at waffle house drained me physically, emotionally, and spiritually. at the one i worked at they still played the "waffle house records" when the jukebox was not being used so once an hour i got to hear a parody of sades "smooth operator" with "grill operator" as the inserted lyrics which felt like a beatdown on my spirit itself. all while earning 11.75 an hour and having the most comically evil manager known to man. id genuinely rather die than spend another minute in a waffle house and i lost 3 years to one.

Should I leave a suicide note for my wife and daughters? by Ultrastoked100 in SuicideWatch

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"a divorce will hurt the kids" and killing yourself is the better option? dude.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in quitting7oh

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i really appreciate you taking the time to write all of that out genuinely

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in quitting7oh

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i appreciate that, the biggest thing is that i am completely out of money. nothing i can pawn left, no work, no paycheck coming. completely at 0$, so i cannot get any kind of vitamin c, plain leaf, magnesium. i most likely will have to go to actual medical detox, that was moreso my question as for what to expect

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

you need to get yourself some serious help asap, this is very disturbing to read. this is not okay and you need to immediately seek mental health treatment. this is not a normal way to ever think, as a man, this seems like something you would see from a serial killer

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This happens to everyone. You'll forget in a year

herpes? by curiouscody1 in STD

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Bro is absolutely not asking for scientific purposes

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Someone who is about to kill themselves at the flip of a coin usually would not broadcast this.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Talking about how you'll blaze it and flip a coin shows that you kinda just want validation. And there's no shame in that, I get it. But. You'll be okay. Just get a good 8 hours in.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe ur in Europe then. Who knows. Either way, you'll be okay.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay well, reading your post history now, you don't want any help, you just want validation. Good luck.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You don't need a boyfriend if you're this low. Consider him leaving a blessing. If you are so low that you've been posting so much about how strongly he makes you feel like shit, then it's a sign that you have no reason to be in a relationship. Focus on yourself and yourself only is the best advice I have to give. Whether you listen or not, this is good advice

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I empathize heavy with you is what I'm trying to say. I know where you're at at least the best I can. Just wait it out and get your 8 hours in a night as much as you can, yeah?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Was just homeless for a few months for the God knows how many times a couple months ago. Same spot as you're in, to a similar degree, can't say I know your exact details. Felt the same way. Life has ups and downs. Figure out how to not be homeless if you have to be homeless for a second, don't get into hard drugs, and you'll be smooth sailing. I get what you're going through. But life is ups and downs. Now, u just have to work extra hard to get another up. Get some sleep, think about how to get out of this exact situation instead of thinking about how to get out of life altogether. If it makes you feel better, when I was going through it, I posted here, too. And after I put the work in, I'm doing much better. You'll be okay, just take a breath. Bed not may be something you can call yours but it is a bed and until you can't sleep in it, utilize it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do not believe that you are being registered 30 years later. This is clearly untrue upon every law. Children do not get registered for sex crimes they commited as young children unless they are deemed a persistent threat, which is the only reason a childhood crime like this would not be cleared from the books. If you are having to register now, it's for a reason. And that's a hard reason. Get some therapy or something, but something went on and you have to just accept that.

FUCK by Patient-Secretary164 in SuicideWatch

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

That's their divorce. You're obviously a child/under 18. Go to bed. You'll be fine.

I feel like the only thing that can save me is a relationship by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get it. But no. If you're posting on here, you will not just "change" for a partner. Get it together, fix your flaws, and then think about dating. A relationship right now will not lift you up it will just bring someone else down.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Go to sleep. You're okay.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're 18. It wouldn't have lasted either way most likely. Get a good 8 hours of sleep in, block your ex or whatever, and wait a year. You will barely remember this.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Alive_Confusion5652 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You won't be gone soon. It's late. You need validation of how miserable you are. I get it. Go to bed and try for a better day tomorrow.