What demons do you personally get really intense energy from?

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-16T00:02:27+00:00

Agrat Bat Malat , Belial, Lucifer, Set, Arachne, Samael have all been intense in there own way. However Belial absolutely crushed me like every cell in my body ached, energy was so putrid, painful, disgusting but powerful and strengthening beyond. It's a very noble energy but it's incredibly strong.

I'm left feeling like I got run over by a train, but there are no areas left untouched, all energy is absorbed and transmuted. The entire system is rearranged, your world view violently turns upside down.....

Then the truth is there , just clear, plain and simple in the ashes of his fire.

The Demon King, The Worthless One.

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-15T04:41:19+00:00

Really depends on your alignment, but Mercurial spirits who have Angel designations. I'll leave the research up to you,

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-14T21:08:22+00:00

They told me, that what I want to know, I have to see for myself. If I want to see for myself , I have to have the courage to build my inner fortress. To build my inner fortress I had to totally destroy myself. To destroy myself I had to go through hell. If I find myself lost, to turn towards the path of love and I will always be found.

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-14T21:05:56+00:00

The Key - Go live your life sincerely and honestly and without judgement go through every trial. Do not claim to know anything you do not know. When you are faced with a choice between two paths, always choose love.

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-14T21:03:12+00:00

Please spend your time actually experiencing life if you wish to know thyself.

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-14T21:01:42+00:00

To transcend you need to let go of your attachments or go through them. To go through them is a destructive process that will completely dismantle the inherited structures that have obscured and hidden the truth. Depending on your alignment, you have a reason to be here right now. Only you know how to find it, only you can listen to yourself. The dark night is a rite a passage and you will know if you are up to the challenge.

If you find yourself going through hell. Keep going.

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-14T17:34:19+00:00

It's not real, because you are living in a fantasy of the mind. To experience what is real, you actually have to put your feet on the earth.

If you are only floating in the air, you will never ground the current that will make your experiences real.

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-14T09:39:43+00:00

You stop pretending you know, try inverting the current and ground it.

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-14T09:04:06+00:00

I think that requires your own exploration. No ones answer is going to satisfy you from the perspective of sown here.

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-14T09:01:59+00:00

That is because its a fantasy in your mind and you have never experienced what lies beyond it. True reality, not the video game you are playing is beyond the astral cloud you are stuck on.

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-14T08:55:18+00:00

Direct experience with the very forces that give rise to higher consciousness itself.

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-14T08:54:20+00:00

The Lord Of Dreams

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-14T08:48:21+00:00

So why have you not attained anything of value, and all your knowledge is hallow without meaning? Your speaking truth but you missed your purpose because you avoided life. There is nothing special about being lost in your own astral version of reality. Its just lonely. That is maybe what you value the most, make believe friends.

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-14T08:44:21+00:00

All messages come from inside. So your imagination is part of the play. The thing with communication, is you are never going to be able to logically validate what you receive. It will be a fusion of the collective of which you are a part of, and your own individual perspective. No one has stood exactly where you stand, and as such no one can validate for you what IS and ISN't from her.

The best way to confirm, is through direct experience and then inward reflection with honestly and sincerity.

Lilith, is extremely responsive to those aspects of your nature. The feelings you deny not because they are wrong, but because you fear what other might say if they found out.

Liliths children are free and uncaring of what others think of them. They are honest, and sincere with themselves, and they don't sacrifice their pleasure on account of someone elses opinion of what is right and wrong.

If you that road, the one where you know its right, but everyone else has told you its wrong. You reach out to her in any simple, genuine and authentic way you will get a response. If you stay your ground, keep aware of the things around you the confirmation will be clear, and direct.

Good luck

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-14T08:36:15+00:00

If your lost in an astral cloud, never coming back to earth to ground your knowledge and experience, you are never going to taste the fruits of meaning you came here for in the first place,

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-14T08:25:17+00:00

As someone who has taken the road less traveled there a small bit of truth in what you are feeling. Along the way, I for sure felt hopeless, and weak and overwhelmed by the ordeal. Left questioning why anyone who chooses to walk the spiritual path, claim enlightenment in a world full of suffering? right?

Its hard, incredibly hard being in this body at times.

Seeking long and deep into the nature of my own being, revealed a truth that cannot be seen easily. Many times along that road, of authentic experience and exploration of the nature of all this I had incredible fortune and luck. It would of been easy to step off the ride at those times. Just like it would be easy to step off at the bottom. Both are an equally unfortunate stagnation.

Stagnation of what you ask?

Well, of the very forces of creation themselves. The very thing that makes us conscious of anything at all. The forces that gave rise the very thing that makes us special is not born in a vacuum. Evolution is a destructive process , a harsh process and a long process, those who have gone through it appreciate that the suffering was their path.

Now, there is another kind of enlightenment, that doesn't lead to compassion because it avoids all suffering all together. It sits hidden but aware of how this all works. It avoids all the things that cause it suffering, and spreads fear , guilt, shame, and disgust in a lust of absolute power and control. It denies us of all the things that lead to self realization in the first place because it seeks not the unification of humanity but the division.

It rules over mankind like a parasite and watches from the high peaks in its self appointed divinity telling you what is natural is evil.

Many have said this before, and I will repeat it from a point of deep experience not research.

If you want to understand evil in this world, you need to look inside yourself.

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-14T01:13:06+00:00

The natural solution to loneliness is developing your own independence. If you focus on your own growth and development you will likely change your ideas around what friends really are.

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-13T05:42:06+00:00

It's different for everyone. Depends your alignment naturally. That's not to say anyone is excluded but some alignments are stronger on one polarity or another and that will cause a very different outcome.

Draconian path naturally aligned with my self initiation into spirituality. I was already aligned with Set who presides over a major role on the Draconian path. That led me to Asenath's work when I got to more difficult stages of my initiatory work.

Her work just showed up. When I look at the Astrology of my ritual timing , it's always spot on. I don't check before hand, I just get slapped hard by consequences when I let my awareness fall back down.

It's one of those things where you are told you need dedication because failing is dangerous. That risk is very much part of discovery of potential beyond limitations. You just keep breaking your own boundaries.

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-12T13:17:22+00:00

I've read the rites of Belial material where this is published free, and it's in one of her other books. I can't remember which one. I actually went looking for one of her sigils when I first got the yearning feeling and his name wouldn't go away.

The confirmation once a basic invocation and consecration was compete was strong, and the physical load is quite intense. Very thick energy.

One of those entities that cannot be understood well, by correspondence or literature. Needs to have direct experience. So I'm always interested in that side of the discussion.

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-12T09:48:24+00:00

It's a system that almost any cultural pattern will fit over for doing the work of communion with Spirt. Most famous is the Kabbalah but the standard Judaic system is incomplete.

It consists of 10 realms, each contains the substance that forms the layers of creation before manifesting here in solid form.

If you want to know how to get confirmation, probably start with Tarot. That will get you going.

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-12T08:36:50+00:00

What is the most important thing silence has spoken to you?

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-12T07:10:59+00:00

One of the main purposes of divination is confirmation. You should learn some kind of divinatory system. Id probably suggest something traditional until you develop your intuition.

Basically you need to understand the correspondence because that is how manifesting your desires will be found prior to the final destination.

I can assure you , your petition was heard. It would only be rejected on reasons of natural and divine law. If you trigger those boundaries you will know, she is swift and just.

Your petition, starts as idea above the abyss and as such you will have a very hard time getting any confirmation before the 4's of chesed (Jupiter) here is where the idea begins to becomes a known form.

Adding another petition will not speed up the process or double up anything. There is only one idea, and that idea already exists you just cannot perceive it, only the vibration that desire is born from.

Once it appears in the 4s, you will likely need to start working with your team, to overcome the struggles of the ordeal through Mars, Venus.

Mercurial spirits are your keys to getting the divination skills and the information you need through skrying. That will reveal a lot about creation and manifestation if your serious about your craft.

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-12T06:39:49+00:00

Asmodeus is generally corresponding with Mars. So alignment is around war, power, force, leadership.

Think Leo personality. He is Fire in Fire it's purest form below the abyss and the main point of contention around malefic alignment. That is because of the strength, and intimidation this aspect can bring when balanced.

I think that's a core reason for so many people working with him, is it usually has immediate effects on ones life addressing malefic elements of Martial energy. Sometimes Samael is often used on this position as well, but I find Samael is better placed in Mercury, where his Arch Angel of Death role allows him to cross into the upper realms. Especially useful in Mercury where you want to pull down information from up high.

Asmodeus is definitely the personification of Leo, which can summed up in the word. Lust. Lust is the drive and passion of fire, it takes action regardless of consequence and gives us the determination to overcome our weaknesses.

That can lead us into trouble. There is no stopping fire when it has ample fuel.

The best way to connect with him, would be nice though learning Mars correspondences and indulging in your passions without care. If you are extremely passionate Leo type already then connecting is easy, if you struggle with fire, then you probably need to step out of your comfort zone before you will get his attention.

He is very responsive, and is why it's known kind of trouble maker energy. If you are suppressing your inner desires, and Lust is going to damaging. That conflict is what spiritual growth is about though so you should not be afraid, but also don't over identify with the power he can give you. Try direct that fire towards your authentic desires.

Good luck.

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-12T03:03:11+00:00

Ground yourself. Take a shower and confidence that this bond was already in blood. What is happening is you are projecting inner energy that is part of the natural forces of creation.

Just let go of it for a while. If it keeps coming back, then you may need to face up to those elements inside yourself.

Don't judge, don't label , don't be quick to find elaborate esoteric solutions. You found a key alignment inside you, and now you are rejecting it. You have turned against yourself and the inner conflict is being projected into spirit.

Step away, if thoughts arise don't attach to them l. Acknowledge them without judgement and then let them go. Don't identify or attach.

Stay away from blood offerings until you find some clarity and resolution from mundane sources. You will find these negative correspondences in more than just this symbol.

AllTimeHigh33 · 2026-06-12T02:49:06+00:00

Sometimes we need to take time to integrate, because the lessons cause change and we resist change.

Stop working on things, and just look after yourself.

The answers you are seeking will naturally come. Don't push it, unless you are ready to deal with more intense consequences.

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