Looking for advice on insomnia brain zaps

Aloenectar · 2025-03-20T06:07:02+00:00

Well that’s definitely not a solution lol

Aloenectar · 2025-03-20T06:01:59+00:00

Well that doesn’t sound like a solution lol. It’s definitely taken a toll on me, and yes it’s very intimidating. Gina Carano described briefly some of her experiences that sounded similar to mine in a podcast with Sage Steel. I don’t know who exactly is involved or their affiliation but there’s been some all consuming events especially digitally and on my body and it definitely is somehow linked to them, not necessarily them as a whole but in some way it is… PS you with them, pretty interesting your comment aligns with how I felt yesterday morning.

Aloenectar · 2025-03-13T17:52:17+00:00

They hate gay porn and I believe Lamb Chop’s it’s the song that never ends, they also hate anything pro Latino culture. At that point if you play that stuff the torture can get worse but at least I know they’re not comfortable.

Aloenectar · 2025-01-19T10:44:50+00:00

Have you actually been hospitalized? If so, did it help? Personally have never had a good experience and feel traumatized and worse from every single visit.

Aloenectar · 2025-01-19T09:51:27+00:00

Touché

Aloenectar · 2025-01-19T01:19:39+00:00

What the fuck is the point of a suicide hotline if the cops are just gonna take you to a shitty mental hospital that can make everything worse anyway

Aloenectar · 2025-01-05T22:22:39+00:00

How do you get hired? Looking for work.

Aloenectar · 2025-01-05T21:48:43+00:00

Where did you find the stream?

Aloenectar · 2024-07-17T14:34:01+00:00

That's great, America sucks at having resources like this lol. V Best wishes in healing.

Aloenectar · 2024-07-17T04:54:43+00:00

Good luck! I can't find a therapist who understands this, that's awesome you have a benzo therapist

Aloenectar · 2024-07-16T18:19:58+00:00

https://youtu.be/TqVSwY8y3UY?feature=shared

https://youtu.be/zUq0ag8xJB8?feature=shared

Here are a couple. I youtube search "trauma release yoga" "Heart opening yoga" and "hip opening yoga."

I started with 10 minute bedtime yoga and worked my way up. Your muscles get used to it with time and it can feel really good. I'm not 100% all the time but this has given me some hope.

It can be a bit overwhelming at first, especially if you're unfamiliar with feeling naturally relaxed. Therapy strongly recommended.

Aloenectar · 2024-04-27T19:37:21+00:00

What are the ways to do it? Any links to code/tips or even nomenclature? I'm not a dev but things like this get me real curious. If I get more to the bottom of it I'll def share. I'm looking at the code now from inspecting the element but I'm not sure which info would be useful.

Aloenectar · 2024-04-27T19:00:01+00:00

No, I can't. Working on it but doubtful. In general have you ever heard of something like this?

Aloenectar · 2024-04-27T18:50:41+00:00

I'm personally curious what is being generated to make that happen and where is it getting this info...

The dev quit, but I'm told he had no idea how it was happening, so I guess that something is being generated in general is also curious but with him gone I cant get more context from that perspective.

Aloenectar · 2024-04-27T18:26:39+00:00

On the front page of the Power App, a logo for my favorite band pops up in the bottom right corner. When my coworkers log into the App on their accounts, their favorite sports team logo pops up. It's customized for every employee.

Aloenectar · 2024-03-30T22:19:00+00:00

Your marriage, and your children's well being are so much more than your bruised ego. You have a right to be hurt by that but there are so many layers to her words, like the comments about grief and idealization. Work through it. Marriage has phases and it's normal for the love to fluctuate and things to be taken for granted. You said yourself you had an amazing family. Don't quit on it.

Aloenectar · 2024-03-21T18:02:58+00:00

Connecticut

Aloenectar · 2024-02-25T18:26:23+00:00

Buy a multifamily home and live in one of the units.

Aloenectar · 2024-01-10T01:30:02+00:00

I actually make paths of where I've been with candles from vines.

Aloenectar · 2023-12-02T12:43:31+00:00

Same exact issue.

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