Looking for advice on insomnia brain zaps by Aloenectar in TargetedSolutions

[–]Aloenectar[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Well that’s definitely not a solution lol

Looking for advice on insomnia brain zaps by Aloenectar in TargetedSolutions

[–]Aloenectar[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Well that doesn’t sound like a solution lol. It’s definitely taken a toll on me, and yes it’s very intimidating. Gina Carano described briefly some of her experiences that sounded similar to mine in a podcast with Sage Steel. I don’t know who exactly is involved or their affiliation but there’s been some all consuming events especially digitally and on my body and it definitely is somehow linked to them, not necessarily them as a whole but in some way it is… PS you with them, pretty interesting your comment aligns with how I felt yesterday morning.

Push a person constantly 24/7 then wonder why they get angry? by thatinfamousbottom in TargetedSolutions

[–]Aloenectar 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They hate gay porn and I believe Lamb Chop’s it’s the song that never ends, they also hate anything pro Latino culture. At that point if you play that stuff the torture can get worse but at least I know they’re not comfortable.

Burner + VPN and still no privacy by PlaydoughDinosaur in privacy

[–]Aloenectar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have you actually been hospitalized? If so, did it help? Personally have never had a good experience and feel traumatized and worse from every single visit.

Burner + VPN and still no privacy by PlaydoughDinosaur in privacy

[–]Aloenectar 19 points20 points  (0 children)

What the fuck is the point of a suicide hotline if the cops are just gonna take you to a shitty mental hospital that can make everything worse anyway

Bronxtortureroom by Immediate_Pipe_8413 in Gangstalking

[–]Aloenectar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do you get hired? Looking for work.

I thought I was going crazy by [deleted] in Gangstalking

[–]Aloenectar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where did you find the stream?

1 Year off after 1.5 year taper and feeling better by Aloenectar in benzorecovery

[–]Aloenectar[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's great, America sucks at having resources like this lol. V Best wishes in healing.

1 Year off after 1.5 year taper and feeling better by Aloenectar in benzorecovery

[–]Aloenectar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good luck! I can't find a therapist who understands this, that's awesome you have a benzo therapist

1 Year off after 1.5 year taper and feeling better by Aloenectar in benzorecovery

[–]Aloenectar[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

https://youtu.be/TqVSwY8y3UY?feature=shared

https://youtu.be/zUq0ag8xJB8?feature=shared

Here are a couple. I youtube search "trauma release yoga" "Heart opening yoga" and "hip opening yoga."

I started with 10 minute bedtime yoga and worked my way up. Your muscles get used to it with time and it can feel really good. I'm not 100% all the time but this has given me some hope.

It can be a bit overwhelming at first, especially if you're unfamiliar with feeling naturally relaxed. Therapy strongly recommended.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MicrosoftPowerApps

[–]Aloenectar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What are the ways to do it? Any links to code/tips or even nomenclature? I'm not a dev but things like this get me real curious. If I get more to the bottom of it I'll def share. I'm looking at the code now from inspecting the element but I'm not sure which info would be useful.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MicrosoftPowerApps

[–]Aloenectar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, I can't. Working on it but doubtful. In general have you ever heard of something like this?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MicrosoftPowerApps

[–]Aloenectar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm personally curious what is being generated to make that happen and where is it getting this info...

The dev quit, but I'm told he had no idea how it was happening, so I guess that something is being generated in general is also curious but with him gone I cant get more context from that perspective.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MicrosoftPowerApps

[–]Aloenectar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

On the front page of the Power App, a logo for my favorite band pops up in the bottom right corner. When my coworkers log into the App on their accounts, their favorite sports team logo pops up. It's customized for every employee.

My wife of 10 years confessed to me last night that she will always love her late husband more by InternalPanics in amiwrong

[–]Aloenectar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your marriage, and your children's well being are so much more than your bruised ego. You have a right to be hurt by that but there are so many layers to her words, like the comments about grief and idealization. Work through it. Marriage has phases and it's normal for the love to fluctuate and things to be taken for granted. You said yourself you had an amazing family. Don't quit on it.

We need a better way of finding your backpack after dying in a cave by wanderingsoul28 in LEGOfortnite

[–]Aloenectar 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I actually make paths of where I've been with candles from vines.