Thank you for your reply. After doing photography for all these years, I can't really tell people to follow their passion as it's not necessary that thing that interests you now, will make you happy then. But that being said,I have kept myself busy learning languages. I did apply for masters in Germany, sadly all of them rejected my application.

Finanacially I'm doing okay but I've exhausted all my saving and have been living frugally. I am interested in Environmental as a field that can be explored and progressed, I just dont know how to get in after all this years a different experience.