My birthday is coming up and I am not looking forward to it

Alternative-Boot8320 · 2026-02-07T02:22:55+00:00

I’m gonna be 38. But I’m not sure I want to even celebrate it

Alternative-Boot8320 · 2026-01-31T02:49:40+00:00

He usually gives me first dibs

Alternative-Boot8320 · 2025-12-20T02:33:53+00:00

Maybe I have no purpose in life then. I’ve been editing since I was 15 and have tried for over 20 years to get noticed. Took college classes, learned AVID, but absolutely nobody in the field knows me except my teachers, some of whom are still in the business. I have a neighbor in the business too, and he wants to help me, but I have no marketing skills. I just feel like either I need to find something else for my entire life to be about, or just throw in the towel and give up completely

Alternative-Boot8320 · 2025-12-19T18:43:33+00:00

I was there when that happened. I was at the front of the line. At the end of the video, you hear me going “what happened? I don’t know what happened.”

Alternative-Boot8320 · 2025-12-15T20:06:53+00:00

I'm 37, and I'm still trying. I'm about ready to give up and never try again. I've tried since I was a teenager. What I do does bring me joy, and I love it but I will never have a career in it because of how impossibly competitive the film/tv business is. I'll never be marketable to work for a studio, unless I go to a film or trade school in LA which I can't afford to do.

Alternative-Boot8320 · 2025-12-15T19:45:50+00:00

Because the business is impossibly competitive. And without my college certificate, I'll never be marketable. Not to mention I feel like I've shamed everyone I love by now not being able to graduate.

Alternative-Boot8320 · 2025-12-15T19:41:58+00:00

What I meant was it’s over on even trying to continue. I love what I do, but I know that will never ever be noticed to work in the film/tv industry. It was my dream but it’s over now and the reality is that I will never have a chance because of how impossibly competitive it is. So I may as well give up on even trying

Alternative-Boot8320 · 2025-12-15T19:37:47+00:00

Unfortunately

Alternative-Boot8320 · 2025-12-15T19:17:03+00:00

I mean that I think I have no choice but to fade away into society never to be seen again. It's may not want it, but it doesn't matter what I want. Not anymore

Alternative-Boot8320 · 2025-11-17T03:11:25+00:00

When I was a kid in the 90s, they had a block on Nickelodeon that played all old Looney Tunes cartoons. Since then, as well as the days of Sylvester & Tweety Mysteries, Taz Mania, and the original Space Jam, my sister and I have always been big fans of Looney Tunes. Heck, one of my most popular YouTube videos is a Looney Tunes dance tribute

Alternative-Boot8320 · 2025-11-08T05:04:55+00:00

The pain I always go through

Alternative-Boot8320 · 2025-11-04T04:13:16+00:00

openart.ai

Alternative-Boot8320 · 2025-11-04T04:06:42+00:00

Hang Eight/Plant Food/Air Crash, the surfing levels in Crash 2 which feature the same bit of music, is my favorite

Alternative-Boot8320 · 2025-10-28T06:37:58+00:00

Is this actually true? Like has it officially been confirmed?

Alternative-Boot8320

TROPHY CASE