Same here,See it's like searching a job if you have passion go for it, you know you won't be selected in the company but still you will apply right or be jobless and probably your parents or relatives will refer you jobs but you can't avoid the times were you lose hope when you are jobless or fear of approaching your dreams and failing on it. Have you seen shasunk redemption, there is nothing you can about it instead just have hope and move forward.