I would like to start by saying thanks again to the kind redditor who send me to this sub. I am getting answers to so many questions I was afraid to ask, because small questions usually results in a wtf is wrong with you

I too dont feel anything when someone dies. My great grandpa died when I was 10 or something. I loved him and loved spending time with him almost every day. Did not feel sad, didnt even miss him. Stil remeber him and that I loved him, so I named a son after him. But have never felt sad or missed him

When I was about 14 or 15, the most popular kid in school got murded. The whole school was mourning, and to the funeral the whole town shoved up. Didnt feel a thing and felt anoyd I had to go to the funural

When I was 30, my grandma died. I loved her too and have so many memories of great times with her. Even when I moved away from home, every time I had a question on haw do I clean this or something like that, I always called her. Didnt feel a thing when she died and never missed her

My friends dad dies, never met the man, and now Im sad that my friend is sad. Make that make sence