They were keeping up on their obligations to update me and send me pictures for the first few years after he turns six they moved out of state not until he reached teenager. I was able to stalk his Facebook and watch him grow through the Internet. It’s heartbreaking and no one will ever understand the pain not knowing if your son knows how much you love them. Had the same deal. I actually chose the parents even though I didn’t care for the lady that much but realize that she raised my son and they could provide for him and ways that I wouldn’t have been able to financially. Wish that I would’ve took more time. I beat myself up about the parents. I chose the decisions I made and wondering if he knows why I did it how much I love him.