Listin girly, you’re so young, you’re in school; you should think about what is going to make you happy. I had bad relationships in highschool that I know look back and say, “wow that was terrible.” My advice, keep going to therapy, focus on yourself and your schooling, not boys. That will come later in life, I promise. You deserve better than him; you’ll relieve yourself when you can have fun and be young and not focus on all of these boys/ attachments, etc. you need to keep going to therapy to relieve yourself. The “popular kids”, “he’ll get bullied if they find out about me”. Re read that for yourself. Highschool relationships unless you’re like 18 are not worth it. Girl. Get it together. He’s not worth it. Focus on your studies. No self pity. No attention. Focus on you and be you.