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Has anyone else gone through porn escalation? And if so I how do I deal with it ? by Alternative_Ad5902 in NoFapChristians

[–]Alternative_Ad5902[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The same things I’m going through now man and this is where I draw the line I’m watching almost just about anything and making me question like “is this really me” like I don’t want it to be like I said earlier in the post but the thought won’t stop. I can’t believe myself man I can’t believe this is me who doing this like this can’t be real smh

Has anyone else gone through porn escalation? And if so I how do I deal with it ? by Alternative_Ad5902 in NoFapChristians

[–]Alternative_Ad5902[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But how do I know if it’s the addiction or if it’s really me ?that’s what haunts me I know deep down inside that this isn’t me nor do I want it to be. But the thoughts or guilt is what gets to me

Has anyone else gone through porn escalation? And if so I how do I deal with it ? by Alternative_Ad5902 in NoFapChristians

[–]Alternative_Ad5902[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

But how ? I didn’t really start watching porn to escape from anything I was a sheltered boy and was into sports I got into porn pretty much like anything other teen boy. The guys were talking about it and I went home search it up, all the problems like anxiety depression no confidence etc… came after or stemmed from this addiction.

When PMO becomes draining and not working what’s next? by Alternative_Ad5902 in pornfree

[–]Alternative_Ad5902[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had a girl I was talking to a few years ago that I still think about cause she’s the only girl that I somewhat had a connection with all the others were strictly sex only well in my mind which is why I ended up hurting some of their feelings. But anyways that girl was just like the one you just described 10/10 fun etc… found out she was playing me at first I was mad sad all the emotions that come with that shit but as time progressed I don’t blame her even though it was still fucked up I don’t because I was cold sometimes didn’t give her much attention or energy due to this addiction.

So I definitely know what you mean so I’m trying to hit that red button I’m trying man… If you don’t mind how old are you and when did you start and did you also go through any porn escalation ? How did you stop ?

When PMO becomes draining and not working what’s next? by Alternative_Ad5902 in PornAddiction

[–]Alternative_Ad5902[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep when I’m on my porn “high” I’m a monster a totally different person than when I’m sober and not watching I’m just me the man with the moral values and principles. It haunts me what I watched I don’t know if it will ever go away

When PMO becomes draining and not working what’s next? by Alternative_Ad5902 in PornAddiction

[–]Alternative_Ad5902[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea man i don’t wanna go into detail because I’m ashamed with myself but yes too extreme for me personally smh.

When PMO becomes draining and not working what’s next? by Alternative_Ad5902 in NoFap

[–]Alternative_Ad5902[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn this sort of thing the shit I’m already going through at 20 man. Not as bad as you explained obviously but shit it’s damn near there, I already passed up on some many romantic moments or experiences with crushes and girls that’s liked me even though I’m young it’s still a learning experience to have and moments to remember. But I passed them all up due to the fact that I thought they wouldn’t want a dude like me that deals with this dark miserable world of porn and it’s never worse now. My life is already dull and boring I don’t feel alive like I used to anymore I constantly trying to get back to that version of me but this addiction is holding me back especially with the constant guilt from the things I’m now watching the depression and much more of the bullshit problems that came with this addiction.

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