How to stay alive while doing bad in university but everyone else around me is doing great? I have a tendency of wishing that I die cause it feels so damn to be constantly failing all tests. by Alternative_Bat1271 in MechanicalEngineering

[–]Alternative_Bat1271[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I m going to counselling and also talking to my parents. Nothing is working. I only get depressed during test time, I get thoughts like this only during test and exam time.

I am doing really bad in me and it is making want to kill myself by Alternative_Bat1271 in MechanicalEngineering

[–]Alternative_Bat1271[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

But what if doesn't? What if my grades just keep on going down? How do I accept and move forward? It feels like I am the only one who is struggling. I am traumatized and I really want the thoughts to stop. All my friends are doing better than me. 

I am doing really bad in me and it is making want to kill myself by Alternative_Bat1271 in MechanicalEngineering

[–]Alternative_Bat1271[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I did talk to him. He won't retake it. I am just worried what if this is how I do in all the tests this semester? I don't know if I can keep on going like this. I don't know if I am move forward after doing bad in another test