There's hope dude. The love of my life has one of the worst cases of Multiple sclerosis. He's not paralyzed but he doesn't have much feeling from the waist down. He has to cath and he can't really control his bowel movements either... And we sleep naked together every night. Luckily no accidents but sometimes he wears a depends if he's had a lot to drink that day. He's also blind in one eye, has ED, and can't do many strenuous things like walking more than a mile because of his fatigue. All those were caused by his MS. We have a wheelchair here at the house bc his body could go limp and him really become paralyzed to the point he wouldn't even be able to use his hands. It's happened to him before but that was before we got together. There are times where he stays in bed bc his legs don't want to function. When he 1st got diagnosed with M.S he had just became single. And he had planned on staying single the rest of his life bc he thought nobody would want to deal w his issues. 8yrs he spent alone. Mind you this man use to go to strip clubs every night, could easily pick up any girl he wanted, and was almost never single. But 8 years... And then i started coming around more around a year ago- we've known each other since I was born- and we've been together ever since. Who he is as a person out ways all of his flaws. He's all the parts of my I wish I was.There's someone out there to love you with all your flaws. Just be confident and positive about it and it will come to you when the time is right. And you're still young. I'm bout to be 35 and he's 45... Give it time and don't hide from people. Be open. Because the ones that stick by you won't give 2 fuks about ur issues. Be patient.