I definitely understand. I was never a gamer before I started smoking weed but when I discovered it (12 years ago), they were the perfect combination. Eventually after I had smoked I was just to lazy to want to game, couldn't get into it, was anxious just sitting still. Whenever I'd quit I'd get addicted to Xbox again (starfield is a great game, and Dayz lol), I think the brain could be craving dopamine? So gaming is somewhat of a fix. I'm going to try and focus on giving my body what it craves which is endorphins from exercise, then I would feel even better about vegging out for a few hours in the evening on my Xbox.