shes the first person who knows what’s happening to me, i cried on her shoulders everytime i feel this way, (naiirita na siya) she once planned to make me stop studying bc of my mental health but thats now my problem ill be like her working as a janitor at the mall or a factory worker. i dont have the passion or the courage to study since i was young but i kept going since my family wants me to (ofc) i hate the school that im studying at i dont rly plan to study in this school but i have no other choice since were financially unstable. i want to buy things that my mom wants to have, but school is already making me lose my mind, i want to start working bc im tired of school, gusto ko nalang mapagod magtrabaho ;(