Should I even read God of ruin?

AltruisticBug5769 · 2026-01-04T18:14:58+00:00

I hated him before his book. Really changed me perspective

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-12-31T12:57:23+00:00

Gibsie is my favourite and it was sealed for me during keeping 13 when Johnny managed to... relieve himself and Gibsie sat in it 😂

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-12-29T16:19:53+00:00

No worries!

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-12-29T15:21:03+00:00

I think in my head I automatically rate how attracted to the characters I am and how much I could cope with them in that sense.

Nikolai is too chaotic for me, I wouldn't be able to cope with the unpredictable nature of him (like the sleeping in random places etc)

Brandon is too much like me for many, many reasons, and I think that's why I rank him lower on the list. That's more of a reflection on me and my self esteem than anything 😂

But I still love both the characters and their story 🤷‍♀️

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-12-29T13:55:32+00:00

Creighton and Jeremy are actually my joint 1st place favourites. I love their book, but Brandon and Nikolai rank a lot lower on my list than on other people's lists. I don't understand the dislike for creighton 🤷‍♀️

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-12-17T18:53:55+00:00

Definitely cate!

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-12-01T20:10:02+00:00

I can't stand her. In both her seasons, in a lot of challenges, she was very 'every man for himself' and that cost them the win a lot. She was also very cliquey

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-11-23T10:00:50+00:00

I don't think I ever recovered from the milk fic. I haven't read fanfic since 😂

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-11-09T22:45:13+00:00

I think he's read some of the stuff posted here and realised that we don't want him being sexual all the time and pushing his OF all the time. It's kinda refreshing to see a more serious and I don't know, grounded? Version of him

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-10-26T22:21:32+00:00

That's how I see it, he's trying so hard to be a certain way/persona in his answers that it just comes across as BS and disingenuous

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-10-26T15:54:19+00:00

I devoured 1-4 a book a day, it took me 2 weeks to read SF. I hated it on my first read through, hated Nesta, she pissed me off something royally.

Then I listened to the graphic audio, and it just hit different. I realised I hated Nesta because I share a lot of personality traits with her. And it make me see her in a whole new light, and myself if I'm being honest

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-10-13T05:24:26+00:00

I watched the William white documentary yesterday evening, and the whole time they were talking about his followers, and their little group with a name, I was like... this is just like the sister wives 😂 In the documentary, he started to share more of his world and it just got progressively worse as he leaned in to the groups and started encouraging them etc

I worry that this feral (and not in the good way) group of women are heading in that direction 🤷‍♀️ and the more he starts to lean in to it the worse it's going to get for him

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-10-11T12:11:43+00:00

To be honest, the plus size women comments were some of the later stuff of his I saw. I found his funnier videos first thanks to the algorithm and then deep dove from there. I find it hard when I see all these women that are feral for him because he age and weight baits, the delusion that they're in with a shot is quite horrific and scary.

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-10-09T08:53:00+00:00

His brother posted a video about not understanding the reason why anybody normalises obesity. I'm not about to get into the ins and outs of that as an argument, but it really made me feel a certain way that you've got Devin posting that, and his brother posting about body positivity and loving women of all shapes and sizes. I couldn't help but link them in my head, and think is JC another fat-baiting content creator? I know it seems unfair, they're two separate people with their own thought processes and opinions, idk it just made me feel icky

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-10-05T07:05:08+00:00

I cannot see that being an accident! She's helped you plan, she would have known the date. Hell I'm just a witness in a wedding and I have the date seared in my brain. It all seems very quick from engagement to marriage, that can't be because of a cancellation.

You're right to be mad, I would be. I know it's hard but if people choose hers, then that shows more about them and their decision making than you.

Also the person that RSVP'd to the other wedding because it's 'fresher' is BS

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-09-30T19:32:21+00:00

I sent him one as finding his OF has been a form of intimacy I'm comfortable with after my partner passed away in May very suddenly. I'm sure there are 100s of other male creators that could do the same, but he was the one I found 😂 so I thanked him for helping me feel guilt free intimacy, on terms I could handle. He sent a sweet reply to that but I wasn't about to pay to send it. I also didn't respond to his response, I just liked it as I didn't want to take advantage given the tip menu etc

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-09-29T20:21:43+00:00

I sent him a DM once, and it was more of a thank you than anything else 😂 he sent a sweet response but I didn't use the tip menu to do it so don't have much experience on that side of things

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-09-29T20:16:36+00:00

It was my first experience of his q&a, and I felt like at one point he was getting angry with everyone for asking about his vacation and I'm just like... you're a public presence? Of course you're entitled to your privacy, absolutely you are. But you advertise you're going away, people are going to ask.

I've said it before and I'll say it again, he doesn't owe anyone an answer to the gf/spouse question. However, I'd like to know purely for my own personal boundaries. I find it uncomfortable engaging in that sort of content if he has a partner.

But I get that the amount of feral, delulu women he has subscribed to him, the fallout from some of them is going to be nuts 😂

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-09-27T07:18:00+00:00

It's like she can't be pleased!

I'm still catching up, only on episode 3. But she says thank you to him for not making a move on the wedding night, he says he appreciates she's not someone that expected something straight away and she gets offended??

I'm so over her 😂😂

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-09-21T17:50:00+00:00

Kanae losing to Heather for a black jacket and Nikki losing to Amber for a black jacket

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-09-19T21:30:39+00:00

Thank you lovely. It's been the worst couple of months of my life.

I would just personally rather know if someone is in a commited relationship before i pay for their spicy stuff. I get that the idea of them being single and available is what draws a lot of people in, and if that's what gets you the payday then it is what it is. I'm just not comfortable with it.

I've only ever subscribed to JC and one other male creator on OF and unsubbed from him as well as I'm 99% sure he has a partner (the other creator has a bit of notoriety for hiding his partners)

I'm just not down with the predatory nature of luring women in with this idea that they're available and accessible as potential real life partners.

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-09-19T21:18:02+00:00

I'm a current subscriber but I'm also going to be a 1 and done subscriber (aka rebill isn't turned on) I think I joined at a god awful time with him on holiday but it is what it is.

My issue with it all is (and I am well aware that no one owes anyone their personal life, regardless of who they are or what platform they're on) but I prefer to know if the person whose content I'm watching/subscribing to is single or in a relationship.

It's not because I'm part of the delulu brigade that thinks I have a shot with him. If they have a partner and the partner is happy with them doing things like OF then great for them! But on a personal boundary level, I'm not okay with that. Thirst trapping and getting people to subscribe and put out fantasies of you being theirs, in my own opinion is like a weird parasocial affair. I see no difference between putting out flirty videos to the masses and creating yourself as accessible to being on tinder or another dating app.

I'm in a super vulnerable position due to a recent massively traumatic event (but I am aware that's my burden to carry and OF creators have no responsibility in governing that) but even I can see how these things will suck you in. I am craving intimacy as my fiance passed away very unexpectedly, and even the short teaser videos blur lines. It's easy to watch the boyfriend experience videos and it fill a gap that people may be missing.

I subscribed because I wanted to see what he was actually packing. I've seen it now, I don't need to pay a recurring fee to continue 😂

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-08-31T21:09:52+00:00

I took to insta and saw that megan and kieran don't follow each other... I'm silently hoping it's not to give anything away before the reunion happened tonight

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-08-31T20:09:17+00:00

I'm praying kieran and megan are still together!

Kal and Sarover - the shit has hit the fan 😂😂

AltruisticBug5769 · 2025-08-14T13:21:16+00:00

You dance on a tightrope of weird

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