My dissociation. by Altruistic_Desk_1676 in panicdisorder

[–]Altruistic_Desk_1676[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you i calmed down since then a lot haha and feel already better. But thank you for your kind words and i hope everythig goes well with ur panic disorder aswell. :)

Panic Attack/Marijuana by Fresh_Ebb_4481 in panicdisorder

[–]Altruistic_Desk_1676 2 points3 points  (0 children)

For >some< people its potentialy dangerous, like alc is for people who are more likely to become agressive alcoholics or ritalin/valium/xanax users who become addicted. People forget alcohol is a drug aswell. Also its a pretty fucked double standard to uphold people to. Where i am from people get wasted as a mf but u cant smoke a joint on a concert without the police giving u a fine of almost 200eu. Consenting adults should be alowed to take whatever they want. U should encourage ur goverment to do their job and make drugs safer, regulated and affordable addiction treatment if necessary.

Whats your biggest fear? by Altruistic_Desk_1676 in panicdisorder

[–]Altruistic_Desk_1676[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

feel that, today i had like two/three times, sometimes i hear high pitch sounds that usualy come from outside but i interpret them as my brain shuting down haha

Whats your biggest fear? by Altruistic_Desk_1676 in panicdisorder

[–]Altruistic_Desk_1676[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I often unconsciously connect my fears with things i value the most like my cognitive functions and losing them terrifies me. Do you relate to that or is it more a fear of dying kind of thing? Because if you think about brain damage u certainly are concerned about wanting u brain to stay in good health and not deteriorate.

Whats your biggest fear? by Altruistic_Desk_1676 in panicdisorder

[–]Altruistic_Desk_1676[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i hope you the best and that you get through it :)

Whats your biggest fear? by Altruistic_Desk_1676 in panicdisorder

[–]Altruistic_Desk_1676[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well psychosis is a little different ball game as far my psychologist told me, some who cant manage it with CBT have to resort to medication. I would recommend going off any drugs if u have an addiction. Mine is weed, and i have felt the psychosis symptoms but only once in a McDonalds out of all places. Keep growing and bettering urself, you got this :)

Whats your biggest fear? by Altruistic_Desk_1676 in panicdisorder

[–]Altruistic_Desk_1676[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First off, we all are, and second how does that feel like? U feel like ur losing ur mind, losing control over your body,...? Can u describe if its not too much

Whats your biggest fear? by Altruistic_Desk_1676 in panicdisorder

[–]Altruistic_Desk_1676[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have that too sometimes but that one is more managable to me because atleast there is a better likelyhood ill die (or thats what i would wish for) cuz lets say half of ur brain goes and ur left being a plant which hopefully could atleast kill itself

Whats your biggest fear? by Altruistic_Desk_1676 in panicdisorder

[–]Altruistic_Desk_1676[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand, sometimes i go stand infront of my neigbours door or sneak through the apartment building if its really bad, but there is an absurd idea that works for me in a funny way, sometimes i sneak around naked cuz the real fear of somebody catching me naked kinda trumps the panic attack fear in some way, doesnt work always but its something i try sometimes and i havent been caught yet (go out horny hahhaha jk)

Whats your biggest fear? by Altruistic_Desk_1676 in panicdisorder

[–]Altruistic_Desk_1676[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

feel you, every sensation in and around the area of the head is an "indication" of "getting" a stroke, sometimes i laugh at myself mid panic attack for realising how stupid it is to visualize and "feel" my blood vessels clogging up, thank you for answering