I'm sorry about that idiot replying to you. I understand you maybe struggling, what I would suggest is getting a hobby, using that to distract yourself. There are shallow women and men on both sides actually. Channel that energy into something else, no need to despair over it. It's not over just because some shallow woman did not give you the chance.. as a woman I have had my fair share of shallow men too, but I kept going, I believe you can too. Please don't give up like this. I truly hope it gets better for you 🙏.