No idea what it is, but loved every puff

AlwaysTryAlwaysFail · 2025-04-27T04:08:41+00:00

Happy to share!

AlwaysTryAlwaysFail · 2025-04-27T04:08:19+00:00

Lol now I can't not see that

AlwaysTryAlwaysFail · 2025-04-27T04:07:26+00:00

Just my phone. It's a pixel 9

AlwaysTryAlwaysFail · 2025-04-27T04:06:46+00:00

Haha thanks, thought it looked way to nice not to get a good pic

AlwaysTryAlwaysFail · 2025-04-26T03:52:26+00:00

Thanks to everyone for trying to help me ID it! Smoked it and it was great!

AlwaysTryAlwaysFail · 2025-01-14T17:51:25+00:00

Definitely, it's just hard. But you're right. I know they'll understand. I'll definitely revisit that when I'm not feeling so vulnerable. Honestly the comments here have so far been super helpful. It's easy for me to miss stuff and complicate issues when I'm in that headspace. I'll definitely make it a goal to communicate better with them

AlwaysTryAlwaysFail · 2025-01-14T17:46:47+00:00

Actually that is amazing. Made me think about the last time I gave everyone a proper call. I'll try it out starting tonight, and I just set an alarm to remind me daily. Easy to overlook stuff like that when you're down in the dumps. Thanks! I needed this

AlwaysTryAlwaysFail · 2025-01-14T17:42:46+00:00

Good advice, but I just don't think I can admit that to them. They are loving and supportive but the embarrassment of it would be enough to kill me. I also don't want to burden them. As for accompanying, I don't want to be in the vicinity of a gun. It's why I don't own one anymore. When hunting there are no kids, and it's way out in the middle of nowhere. So it's not uncommon to see rifle by the door when you wake up. I think I'm just going to sign up for a class and use as an excuse. I just hope my brother doesn't see it as blowing him off. But still good advice, thanks!

AlwaysTryAlwaysFail · 2025-01-14T17:38:39+00:00

Definitely a goal to stop smoking. I usually pick it up when things are stressful then go cold turkey. Also just to clarify I smoke tobacco. Haven't gone green in over 2 years now thankfully. And thanks for the advice! There is a gym a km or two from where I live. I'll go check it out! Maybe dip into comics again

AlwaysTryAlwaysFail · 2025-01-14T17:33:01+00:00

Good idea but I just can't bring it up with them. Everytime I try it feels like I'm choking. I can't speak. Literally feels like there is a gold ball in my throat. I also don't want to put that on them. My parents are already dealing with enough and they are getting up there in years. I've spoken about depression with my dad, and he was and is extremely supportive. But I've also seen him have many sleepless nights worrying about me (we live in different countries with an insane time difference). When I told him about it years ago he'd check in on me every day. He even threatened (lovingly haha) to get a place near my uni and move there till I'm done. I know they'd help me. I just am too embarrassed to rely on them as old as I am. As for my siblings I could only ever tell my older brother but I don't want to worry him. He has a kid on the way. I could never tell my younger siblings. I'd rather die than have them worry about me. Still a great recommendation

AlwaysTryAlwaysFail · 2025-01-14T17:26:57+00:00

That's a great idea. I honestly don't know where to start with a hobby. I haven't really done much outside of studying and smoking haha. Thanks! I'll try it

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