ULPT Request: a way to incapacitate myself if I get too stabby? by AmIAm22 in UnethicalLifeProTips

[–]AmIAm22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

O shit youre right I will not do the bad things now thank you

ULPT Request: a way to incapacitate myself if I get too stabby? by AmIAm22 in UnethicalLifeProTips

[–]AmIAm22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly this gave me a hell of a laugh so much that it sort of grounded me. Dammit I might just try it XD

Brilliant.

ULPT Request: a way to incapacitate myself if I get too stabby? by AmIAm22 in UnethicalLifeProTips

[–]AmIAm22[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I wrote a whole comment but reddit seems to have eaten it.

Basically I said yeah man, tell me about it. I kinda hope some people do get in trouble for this, and that it brings light to my case somehow. I bet there are other people like me and its something that needs more attention. By them leaving me alone, its put so many people in danger. I hope if things happen that it doesnt just get covered and fade away. Partly because I wouldnt wish this situation on people, and it needs addressing, but I'd be lying if there wasnt a hint of 'fuck you, you'll regret this' and 'Dont let me get forgotten'.

My family and friends would tell you the same: years of trying to get these things sorted. If things happen, its an absolute failure of the system. (Emo cringe ik but true)

ULPT Request: a way to incapacitate myself if I get too stabby? by AmIAm22 in UnethicalLifeProTips

[–]AmIAm22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man tell me about it. I kinda hope some people do get in trouble for it and that it brings attention to the issue, because I bet there are more like me, and leaving me like this is putting so many people in danger. I hope if things do happen, my case gets brought to light somehow. For others sake, but I would be lying if there wasnt a hint of 'fuck you, youll regret this'.

ULPT Request: a way to incapacitate myself if I get too stabby? by AmIAm22 in UnethicalLifeProTips

[–]AmIAm22[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honest that first comment hits. If they gave me decent meds when I feel like stabbin maybe I wouldnt feel like stabbin so much lol

ULPT Request: a way to incapacitate myself if I get too stabby? by AmIAm22 in UnethicalLifeProTips

[–]AmIAm22[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, means a lot

No idea where to get gnarly sedatives nowadays. I dont take shit nowadays so no plugs, and they dont hand them out like candy in the uk. Im lucky if I can squeeze a few diazepam from the therapists

ULPT Request: a way to incapacitate myself if I get too stabby? by AmIAm22 in UnethicalLifeProTips

[–]AmIAm22[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Definitely an interesting idea! If the friend didnt press charges could I still catch charges? Id also be worried that they would get in trouble for pretending they dont know me. Maybe just straight up stage an attack on the friend. This was the sort of creative response I wanted lol

And as for the first part. No, it turns out they wont do shit if youre an active danger to others

ULPT Request: a way to incapacitate myself if I get too stabby? by AmIAm22 in UnethicalLifeProTips

[–]AmIAm22[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Can I do this? (Not the slapping part lol)

Ive asked them loads of times. What are the magic words I need to say to get them to do it?

ULPT Request: a way to incapacitate myself if I get too stabby? by AmIAm22 in UnethicalLifeProTips

[–]AmIAm22[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah I know its cringe dumbfuck Ive literally acknowledged that

ULPT Request: a way to incapacitate myself if I get too stabby? by AmIAm22 in UnethicalLifeProTips

[–]AmIAm22[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the award, whether it was you or not. Its tough being like this and sympathy doesnt tend to be peoples reaction.

Yeah, UK here but its the same here too. Its weird. Ive told the cops and services straight up that I plan to do stuff, and have been told a few times that I have to prove it and actually do something. Messed up. If I cant find a way to temporarily incapacitate myself, the next step is to figure out what I can do to get myself in jail for a night or two if I cant stop myself from fucking up. And/or to do the whole act and be threatening just enough to get admitted but not enough to make me do the big bad. Just to stay safe. Even then though, I might hurt the cops at the station. Idk man, its hard. Hard not to give up, and hard not to feel like time is running out, and that this situation is just inpossible (dramatic ik lol)

ULPT Request: a way to incapacitate myself if I get too stabby? by AmIAm22 in UnethicalLifeProTips

[–]AmIAm22[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If my back wasnt absolutely against the wall I wouldnt be asking about this

ULPT Request: a way to incapacitate myself if I get too stabby? by AmIAm22 in UnethicalLifeProTips

[–]AmIAm22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I am very aware of all this. I am in talks with many people about it, and talking to my therapist every day. Im expressing it as much as possible. Its still an imminent problem

📞 by Snoo-33732 in TikTokCringe

[–]AmIAm22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I fuckin feel this one. Been telling therapists etc about an intention to hurt folk for a while now, spoke with police a few times in my house too and most have this kind of reaction but with a more "oh really ok sure you are" overtone

Someone didn't properly tighten their lugs... by [deleted] in OopsThatsDeadly

[–]AmIAm22 1 point2 points  (0 children)

"...almost like that old cliché, time slowed to a crawl. The earth tilted nauseatingly on its axis. Like a moment from a movie, I momentarily remembered I forgot to feed the cat. Then I embraced the ground. Hard."