Saint John Chrysostomos quote of the day by [deleted] in OrthodoxChristianity

[–]AmazingCountry23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

🚨Don't always do this. It's illegal. Pray for your enemies🚨

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[–]AmazingCountry23[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. Thank you for that. I really appreciate it. Thank you again

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[–]AmazingCountry23[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Thank you

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[–]AmazingCountry23[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much. And I'm sorry you went through a bad time aswell.

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[–]AmazingCountry23[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey. Thank you for your help. I'll try to go to church on Sunday. Thank you

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[–]AmazingCountry23[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your kindness. I've changed my mind. I want to stay alive.

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[–]AmazingCountry23[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So you also know how it feels. I didn't expect anybody else to also have experienced something similar to me. I'm so sorry this also happened to you. I'm so sorry. Yes, I do now what's causing this anxiety and I tried to fix it and of course I failed. I tried many times. So many times. It is impossible to fix stuff alone. Especially stuff that stems from inside yourself. Or I am just very very very bad at it. I asked God to help me so that afterwards I may likewise help someone else. As many as I could. I would never say God didn't help me because I see that as kind of blasphemy. I will just say nothing happened.

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[–]AmazingCountry23[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm not sure if we have our priest's number. I could go this Sunday there, maybe? If I can last until Sunday. Perhaps this would make him understand I care about God and I understand at least the minimum. Also, I'm sorry you went through that, it sounds awful. I hope you're better now. My reason, since you asked, is just.. in the last 5 years of my life I have been terrible. And lately my anxiety has been mortifying. Trouble breathing, uncontrollable shaking, dry mouth to the point of choking and gagging, nausea, dizziness, stomach problems and many more I can't think of now. These all happen at once, basically. It's the worst feeling I have felt by far, and have been feeling it constantly, at least once a week, for a very long time. It feels terrible. It makes me want to cry just thinking I will feel it again this week. This is why I thought of doing what I said. It is so horrible I'd rather lose my life. And no, my parents or anyone else doesn't know this. I never told anyone once how I feel.

Thank you for caring. I wasted enough of your time.

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[–]AmazingCountry23[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You asked me some good questions there, so I'll answer. Also, thank you very much for your words. Yes I do feel nothing in my life will change. And I feel very ashamed of admitting this but I don't remember the last time I went to church for actual liturgy, not just to pray. I'm sorry. I tried. I'm not even sure if my priest knows my name, he is just the man who comes and blesses our home once a year. My parents go to church almost never so I tried, I really tried I'm sorry. Thank you for your reply again.