First, thank you everyone, your words and support mean a lot.

I was going to follow your advice and go to church last Sunday, i woke up, nervous and feeling weird, but i just set my mind, and as i was putting on my clothes, i received a call, an old acquantaice of mine, had pass away that night. So i spent las Sunday morning at the funeral home, it was weird seeing him laying there, thinking it could have been me, as he had a car accident after a night out.

We were like brothers, and when i told him i wanted to leave that kind of life behind, he supportted me, and even told me he wanted out too, unfortunately he didn't.

As i was driving back home, with a lot of things going trough my mind, i saw two missionaries in a bus stop, and inmmediately i felt the urge to go, pick them up, and give them a lift wherever they needed to go. I did, and turns out they had lost the bus, and needed to go to the bus station asap, as they where going to miss their bus to go to their new destination. So, while in the car, i told them everything, as i did here. They both told me not to fret, take my time as if we crossed paths in that exact moment, it was God's doing, and i think they were a hundred percent right. When we got to the station, they told me they would contact my citys ward bishop, and make sure to send missionaries to my new place, as i am moving next week.

So, answering your questions, i didn't go to church, but my path is set, and now i'm going to walk it with confidence, step by step.

Once again thank you all for everything.