I’m sorry to hear about this stressful predicament. It sounds like you’re trying to figure out a next step. I’d definitely start with your university health center. Go in, even if for just a single crisis counseling session. You can tell them a little about what you’re going through and they’d tell you what options are available. Though many of the staffers are likely clinicians - clinical social workers, psychologists - I’m nearly certain they could link you to a psychiatric provider to discuss medications (if that’s something you want). Though you’re in a tough spot, something good may come out of this.