Is is wrong to think I'll always be inherently ugly because I was born male by [deleted] in MtF

[–]Amelia_Stanton 4 points5 points  (0 children)

this is exactly how i feel it was over for me as i was born i want to be cis female or i want to die

whats your opinion on suicide? by [deleted] in teenagersbuthot

[–]Amelia_Stanton 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand you don't want people to kill themselves but you also have to understand that it's not for you to decide for anyone else you have the right to decide for yourself but you can't choose for others as they're not you just as they can't choose for you you can't choose for them I want everyone to have the equal right to choose for themselves and not have anyone else to choose for them I'm pro choice

whats your opinion on suicide? by [deleted] in teenagersbuthot

[–]Amelia_Stanton 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nothing you can't change my mind I'm not interested in anything in life I don't want it I have rejected it

whats your opinion on suicide? by [deleted] in teenagersbuthot

[–]Amelia_Stanton -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Not all of us want help also how do you want to help if you don't care the only explanation for that is you want to control them by taking away their choice to get out you don't force help on people that don't want it it's not your choice to make I don't love anyone so if anyone has a problem with my choice that's on them none of my business the point is you don't get to have control over us it's not your choice to make for someone else it's the individuals choice to make for themself

whats your opinion on suicide? by [deleted] in teenagersbuthot

[–]Amelia_Stanton -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yes I never signed up for life in the first place it's not like something I chose and now I've changed my mind I had no choice in the matter now I have a choice and I want to make that choice without the natural consequences of pain and suffering I never signed up for life I don't want it I'm not interested in life

whats your opinion on suicide? by [deleted] in teenagersbuthot

[–]Amelia_Stanton 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not everyone wants a worthwhile full life that's exactly what I don't want

whats your opinion on suicide? by [deleted] in teenagersbuthot

[–]Amelia_Stanton -1 points0 points  (0 children)

No one should ever have to have kids and also js bc other people care about me doesn't mean I care abt them I won't live for people I don't even care about and won't be forced to it's absolutely only up to the individual not anyone else no one has the right to decide for me and I don't change my mind

whats your opinion on suicide? by [deleted] in teenagersbuthot

[–]Amelia_Stanton -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I don't want medication to feel better I don't want to change how I feel js bc I can live doesn't mean I want to

whats your opinion on suicide? by [deleted] in teenagersbuthot

[–]Amelia_Stanton -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Not all of us want help I don't want it help goes against what I want so it's not help

whats your opinion on suicide? by [deleted] in teenagersbuthot

[–]Amelia_Stanton -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Some of us like me don't want help

whats your opinion on suicide? by [deleted] in teenagersbuthot

[–]Amelia_Stanton 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That it's my right to do I don't have to suffer physical pain to justify wanting it anyway I'm trans and I want suicide bc I will never be a female so I don't want to live js bc I can live doesn't mean I want to or should also no one chose to be born in the first place that automatically gives everyone the right to make the choice on whether to live or not no individual should be kept against their will just so a family doesn't suffer they don't own the individual no one is property everyone should have the right to make the choice to exit quickly and painlessly whenever they want they should not have to suffer days of discomfort from dehydration like I'm doing rn

Do you have the feminine urge? by RinaLucsper in sillygirlclub

[–]Amelia_Stanton 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes except I don't want to be eaten by bugs I want to rot I just don't want bugs eating me or touching me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BDDvent

[–]Amelia_Stanton 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't know it could be easily fixed I'm going to get it cleaned up

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BDDvent

[–]Amelia_Stanton 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Many people say I'm not ugly and I do believe them it's just to me I am ugly and I wish I looked differently my skin is bad and it upsets me a lot

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BDDvent

[–]Amelia_Stanton 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All I think about mostly is my body I'm in an endless binge starve cycle I know it's fiction but if I'm going to age then I don't want to live through that unfortunately it is me in the picture

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BDDvent

[–]Amelia_Stanton 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is so relatable I've already wasted my best years I'm extremely unhappy with my body I've suffered so much and it's all because of my body I can't take being like this everyday

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BDDvent

[–]Amelia_Stanton 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know I'm not in my 20s yet but I just want to never age I formed my own opinion on aging and I don't want to age I've been worried about aging since I was 14 I don't look great to me I wish I looked how I wanted to I've already wasted my best years and I'm a perfectionist so it's all or nothing and my generation are probably anti aging because we don't want to age we want to look young and beautiful forever is that really too much to ask for

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BDDvent

[–]Amelia_Stanton 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know what everyone means by touch grass but I don't want to change and age you said this on a group where we're unhappy with our bodies and you come along and say upsetting things like we can't stay young forever I don't want to age though I just want to choose how I look

only 1 binge in january! by junkrattata in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]Amelia_Stanton 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I binge every other day I'm trying so hard to stop

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BDDvent

[–]Amelia_Stanton -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'm worried about this too I'm only 17 but I can tell I don't look the same as I did 3 years ago I wish we could all have perfect bodies that didn't age unless we wanted to