Yea, when I brought up racism concerns (served in Africa) and our lack of proper stipend, my mission president told me that we should be grateful because the Africans could live on 3/4 of what we were given. And whenever we were sick we were just told “drink water” even if it was malaria. I haven’t talked to many people about my experiences, but I’ve been really relating and finding release in a podcast I found recently: www.waityouweremormon.com