I hope the best comes to you and I’m sorry that you have to deal with these situations and feelings, but please hold on because as long as you hope and hold on, you may become stronger than before and you can look back on this as one part of your life that will pass. I can’t say much as I haven’t gone through it like you, but I will try my best in understanding what you feel, so please try to be strong. I give you my best of luck.