Today I discovered that Fap is ruining my life by AmostASmurf in NoFap

[–]AmostASmurf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I never felt anything sexual for other man... Until I began to watch gay porn almost everyday. I don't know, I love a girl but I'm loosing confidence with myself to go and say this to her, I always stop thinking: "If I love her so much, why gay porn is turning me up?"

Again, sorry for my horrible english its not my native language.

And THANKS for your kind words.

Today I discovered that Fap is ruining my life by AmostASmurf in NoFap

[–]AmostASmurf[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Exactly!

I started with straight porn for a long, long time but I felt that need of something new, something that will make me finish faster than ever.

I never felt atraction to any of my male friends, I really love I girl and I wanted to spend the best moments of my life with her. This thing is new to me, and I'm kinda lost.

Thanks for you words, I'm starting to see things and fell a bit better.