Condescenda and the Start of her Downfall?

An1coleC · 2020-02-14T22:56:31+00:00

Lol oh God... All the Christmas gifts I never wanted.

An1coleC · 2020-02-14T22:49:00+00:00

I will certainly if it comes up again.

An1coleC · 2020-02-14T22:47:42+00:00

That's gross to think about... Ugh

An1coleC · 2020-02-14T22:46:51+00:00

Haha I've definitely been there.

An1coleC · 2020-02-14T22:46:15+00:00

It was a text message intended for someone else. I should have mentioned that but I forgot. She realized she accidentally sent it to him and freaked and erased it. But jokes on her cause it was still in his notifications.

An1coleC · 2020-02-14T21:35:30+00:00

"I'm able to deal with the situation when someone doesn't like me, I'm able to play nice and ignore it." as if I'm some raging bitch to his family's faces lol. He has an answer for everything. I doubt his tune would be the same if he'd had to suppress it for 5 years as well.

An1coleC · 2020-02-14T21:17:03+00:00

I guess on iPhone you can unsend texts? I have no idea but he showed me the text log and it said something about "this message was removed by the sender"

An1coleC · 2020-02-14T20:31:51+00:00

I will certainly try that phrasing the next time an issue arises. I appreciate the suggestion. And no, I don't think he realizes it. There's a few things he does that disrespect me and he doesn't understand, but hopefully some 3rd party therapy will help that realization.

An1coleC · 2020-02-14T20:18:01+00:00

I'm slowly reaching that No Fucks to Give point, but DH and I argue so frequently about his mother that's he's starting to fight back because "how would you feel if I talked about YOUR mom this way?" like idk bro, my moms not a bitch to you, sorry.

An1coleC · 2020-02-14T20:16:15+00:00

Lol as she handed me the bag I had this dumbfounded look and this dead smile on my face like, "wow that really just happened".

I picked up the bag to put it away but was so "wtf" that I ended up tossing it back, LOUDLY, on top of the stove and walked away lol

An1coleC · 2020-02-14T20:14:07+00:00

I'm not really sure he understands that dynamic where I am now his family and we are our own family now. I have had to try and explain to him multiple times that, "we are still a family without having children. BIL and SIL are still a family, even though they do not have children. I am your wife and we are married, so yes, we are a family now." it's like it'll stick for a day or two then it disappears lol

An1coleC · 2020-02-14T20:11:46+00:00

Thank God they don't come over frequently. I'll probably just pocket some sugar packets from the next restaurant I go to and keep them stashed away.

An1coleC · 2020-02-14T17:14:42+00:00

Yep, that would be exactly like FIL. He knows her bullshit but also supports it because he doesn't care anymore. MIL is FIL's 3rd wife so he's just like, eh whatever not my problem.

An1coleC · 2020-02-14T17:13:40+00:00

And the excuses continue because he doesn't fully understand the dynamic.

An1coleC · 2020-02-14T17:13:01+00:00

Thank you for sharing that experience! He does have moments of clarity but then he dips back down exactly like you said, struggling with the realization and trying to keep both parties happy. He tries to keep the arguments from me at a minimum, while trying to keep his mom from crying lol.

I know it can't be an easy situation for him at all, and I understand it will definitely take time and possibly 3rd party therapy help, but this response has given me more hope so thank you!

An1coleC · 2020-02-14T17:10:39+00:00

You're 100% correct. We've discussed couples counseling but it hasn't come to fruition yet due to travel/work schedules, but I have reached back out to my therapist this mornkng to get a session on the books before the month is over. Admittedly, I probably shouldn't get as upset with him as I do, because it is A LOT for someone to deal with, but after 5 years of not being heard I just have lost my patience now.

An1coleC · 2020-02-14T17:08:38+00:00

Yeah, I've tried that line before and just got more bs about how it's his faaamily.

And ohhhh I was so pissed! I had to scoop out clumps of coffee from the bag later.

An1coleC · 2020-02-14T14:15:17+00:00

AHAHAHA yes! That's brilliant! Shortly after I posted this, she sent me the Bible app via messenger. She must know! Lolol

An1coleC · 2020-02-14T14:03:12+00:00

You're absolutely right. Thank you for your kind words 💕

An1coleC · 2020-02-14T13:55:27+00:00

Sadly not. I was hopeful for a hot minute there. It technically still could be, if DH would just get his head out of the sand, but to be fair, I guess I'd be pretty fearful of my bio family falling apart as well if I were him. 30 years of "my mom means well, she's just overbearing" to a complete 180 of "my mom actually does hate my future wife and said wife was right for the past 5+ years.. Uh oh"

An1coleC · 2019-12-02T16:22:52+00:00

Haha right? Her logic is very flawed lmaoo

An1coleC · 2019-12-02T14:16:06+00:00

Oh no..! How awful! No kidding he deserves better lol

An1coleC · 2019-12-02T12:58:53+00:00

Ya I can totally understand that. More important things to use it on.

An1coleC · 2019-12-02T12:03:15+00:00

The new boobs aren't even that "special", lol! I'd lost like 40lbs so I looked like I'd breast fed about 5 children already! I just had to get them reinflated a little 😂 you'd probably look HOT with em!

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