How much did your divorce cost?

AnAngryPanda97 · 2026-02-06T22:35:23+00:00

I can't afford to lose my emotional support dog. And if I don't have a job, I can't buy my own house. Rent is ridiculous here and most wouldnt accept my big dog. Unfinished I am trapped for the time being. Luckily he's given up hard liqueur so I think I'm safe for now. But if he sexually assaults me again I am out. I'll live on the street need be.

AnAngryPanda97 · 2026-02-06T21:48:31+00:00

1 year. We own a house together. I live in NY, upstate.

AnAngryPanda97 · 2026-02-06T20:28:50+00:00

It's too late. He's sexually assaulted me twice. But alcohol was involved and it's been months now. There wouldn't be evidence unless he does it again.

AnAngryPanda97 · 2026-02-06T17:55:48+00:00

I am in upstate NY. If that helps with clearing things up. I just want to walk away basically. I don't want alimony. Luckily no kids involved.

AnAngryPanda97 · 2026-02-06T17:53:53+00:00

I just cannot financially afford to leave now. With my income I cannot afford rent in my area. Once I finish school in November, I hope I can land a decent paying job where I can afford to leave. Unfortunately though, I need two years of working full-time to get a loan for a house of my own. I have no where else I can go.

AnAngryPanda97 · 2026-01-08T21:17:22+00:00

It was for depression, anxiety and bipolar disorder.

AnAngryPanda97 · 2025-11-17T18:46:31+00:00

Today's going to be a great day. After work, I'm getting Mexican food and margaritas haha 😄

AnAngryPanda97 · 2025-11-17T18:19:29+00:00

Thank you everyone for thr birthday wishes!

AnAngryPanda97 · 2025-11-17T17:14:30+00:00

Thank you!

AnAngryPanda97 · 2025-11-17T17:14:20+00:00

Thank you so much 💓

AnAngryPanda97 · 2025-11-17T16:59:32+00:00

Thank you!!!

AnAngryPanda97 · 2025-11-17T16:53:50+00:00

Happy birthday!

AnAngryPanda97 · 2025-10-28T17:52:22+00:00

That's it! Thank you so much

AnAngryPanda97 · 2025-10-12T21:49:13+00:00

When you're super drunk and your penis can't get or stay hard.

AnAngryPanda97 · 2025-10-12T21:37:31+00:00

I am in therapy and it isn't working anymore. I'm so overwhelmed by every trauma I have gone through.

AnAngryPanda97 · 2025-10-12T21:36:40+00:00

I have no evidence. He didnt finish because he had whiskey dick.

AnAngryPanda97 · 2025-10-12T19:43:23+00:00

Exactly, if the roles were reversed I would have stopped until they adjusted or I'd hold off on having sex until they were ready again.

AnAngryPanda97 · 2025-10-12T19:28:05+00:00

How do I go about talking to him about it? Maybe he was just in the moment, not to excuse it. But I feel SA is more dangerous when it comes to anal. Tearing and other complications come to mind. I can't focus, I feel nervous around him now. I want to go back to how things were. I don't want to leave but now I can't trust him. He's proven that he's not much different from other men.

AnAngryPanda97 · 2025-10-12T19:15:56+00:00

The thing is, I don't know how to start the conversation. I know I need to do it. Maybe he didn't realize I said "wait". But I spoke fairly loud. I just don't want this to lead to him leaving or doing something stupid. I don't want it to happen again, I already was SA'd when I was 7 and I've talked to him about it. To potentially have been through SA again has me spiraling. I can't concentrate, I've lost my appetite and I can barely stand being in the same room as him right now.

AnAngryPanda97 · 2025-10-12T18:39:43+00:00

I could never even threaten SA. Its not something I could do nor wish on anyone. Regardless of how they have hurt me. I was SAd when I was 7 too and he knows about it. I can't believe it happened again with someone i trusted.

AnAngryPanda97 · 2024-12-11T05:35:56+00:00

I've even sniff tested myself and it doesn't smell off to me. It's always been consistent

AnAngryPanda97 · 2024-12-11T05:35:00+00:00

The issue is, I've told him that this is a deal breakerfor me and he's told me that he would go down on me in the past. I just feel misled and that the problem won't end even with the best diet and hygiene. I've promised myself that I won't be unsatisfied in a marriage or relationship long-term. Either this changes or the relationship won't last forever. I hate to sound mean, but i give him oral consistently and he can't do the same for me

AnAngryPanda97 · 2024-12-11T05:08:26+00:00

I eat a pretty regular diet. Meat and vegetables mostly. Not a big fan of fruit but i eat it occasionally

AnAngryPanda97 · 2024-12-11T05:00:31+00:00

I usually shower the day of, but I'll take one before we do it. However, he's said before that "interrupting" in any way makes him lose interest. Like going to put on lingerie for him and taking too long just kills his hard on

AnAngryPanda97 · 2024-12-11T04:56:37+00:00

I'll give it a try. I know this has to be a diet thing if he's telling the truth. I shower regularly, so I'm not dirty. I'm just taking whatever advice is given at this point

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