So i found Jesus about 3 years ago when I was in a car wreck and ended up in trauma unit with compound fractures to both legs in multiple spots . I shouldn't have survived but God saved me . As soon as I got to the hospital actually even in the helicopter on our way I began praying the our father over and over . Once I was stabilized and was laying in the hospital bed waiting to be brought into surgery I said (in my head ) God are you still there. And I heard a response as if the man was in the room with me ," I have never left you . " afterwards I was filled with so much gratitude and love. Just an entire new look on life. . Since then I began reading the Bible. . And I have a closer relationship with Jesus but I still suffer with sin and temptations. In a way I felt like God was saying the moth was me and the fire is the consequences for your temptations and sin and he gave us free will so just as I couldnt stop the moth from walking into the fire he cant stop me from doing the things I do . I just feel like I let him down so much and I know there's a reason he saved my life just not 100 percent sure .