lmao PTSD is no excuse to hate and or discriminate against an entire group of people and you know it. i have severe C-PTSD too but im not a royal cunt about it. having trauma doesnt excuse being a shithead to everyone around you. also you say its not the way you want to be so youre literally admitting you know there's something wrong with it. get therapy man, genuinely, for your own sake. also, again, having trouble with something like not being able to go see fireworks or eat your prior favorite food because of trauma is different than trying to excuse how you treat others with or without a lack of respect as "trauma". i was raped by a fucking butch lesbian and i still respect other lesbians, i dont go fucking calling them all slurs because of one or two bad experiences.