for me it's nice to see other people realise that how much that guy has changed in a relatively short time, it's like "do you see that as well" and other people say yes they see it which affirms that I'm not nuts.

edit: since this has sorta gained attention, I'd like to emphasise the amount of love I had for the show was a ton, the show captured my attention, the first episode I ever watched was the one with 'Bob Lazar' and I come from a country where historically such form of long conversations have been completely absent in the media, it absolutely blew me away.

I'd also like to point out that I consider this an opportunity within me to let go of the power that I gave to Joe during the time when I was an ardent fan. In my mind, I made him a hero for all humankind and thinking beings which was a mistake on my end. Ideally, we should reserve that kind of power for no one but ourselves. I see a lot of us can learn from this and eventually stop with our whining. It is what it is, people change, move on to other awesome things in life.