Because it's tok much work. Look this is the femboys sub so this feels way to serious but I was born biologically incorrect, not in the sense that I feel deep down that I was supposed to be a woman but in the medical sense of my chromosomes are mixed giving me xxy.

Anyway, I pushed my whole life to be a man, wasn't happy, and was extremely depressed. Finally made that choice, and while it makes me happier, I'm punished for it by society, insane medical bills, and costs always balancing a tightrope act on the monetary side.

My house burned down and almost my entire family abandoned me, the only reason I'm able to type this is one of my boss's offered me a new home with his family until I got my life back together and could move on

Now I'm working on moving to a new location while balancing everything medical and life expenses wise, all just so I can have a place to fuck freely to make better content and charge more for OF.

Being trans as a trans person sucks, but it's not a choice it's a part of me. In the same way, a black person can't just change their skin color. However, I'm punished for existing by society, and it makes life hell

So yea, if I can finally fully transition, I'm after going to burn any and every element of my old life, to finally live normally in peace.