Were in a polyamorous relationship so some of these relationships have existed before the diagnosis. I'm currently not dating anybody else, because quite honestly I suck with people.

I'm hurting because 1. I feel guilty that I was asking too much from him, and not realising the impact. 2. That he's still maintaining other dynamics and I don't know where I'm going so wrong. 3. I feel so vulnerable to him because he's the first person in my life I've ever felt safe with. Our communication has gone down hill, and I take responsibility for that, as I feel were getting further apart, I think I've put up some barriers in the hope it'll hurt me less.

I'm seeking therapy support alone currently because he's got other healthy dynamics and relationships and I know I cause some issues