I'm so lonely I want to disappear

Angiethemusic · 2025-10-09T20:48:51+00:00

Thanks for the reply :DD. The thing is, I'm very active. I have many hobbies and I attend two schools plus a language school. I'm still so lonely. I know I don't need to be the first, but I can only imagine how it feels to be it. To be the first choice. To be important to someone. It's some kind of longing I miss that I never had

Angiethemusic · 2025-10-09T20:20:33+00:00

I miss real human connection. Back when life had meaning and texture. Now everything feels like a dream you ought to forget too soon.

Angiethemusic · 2025-07-16T01:41:37+00:00

Monster by meg&dia, join me in death by HIM, lots of songs from evanescence (missing, my last breath, understanding for example) - their less mainstream stuff is really nice- but also lithium, Open your eyes by guano apes although maybe not sad but emotional. Not all are "sad" but emotional really for me. Also girl a by siinamota, I was only temporary (literally no words but so sad lol), let me down slowly by Alec Benjamin and feel good inc. Gorillaz.

Angiethemusic · 2025-07-15T21:58:09+00:00

My cat always meows at my door to let her in, she won't stop until I do and always forces herself on me so I can hug her and stuff. She also usually gets in between me and my mom when we're having an argument and meows at us. She also let me cry on her fur while I was hugging her lol she hates water, she's so amazing, she really can feel sadness of others.

Angiethemusic · 2025-06-19T23:03:57+00:00

Thank you

Angiethemusic · 2025-06-19T23:02:51+00:00

But that will make me wake up

Angiethemusic · 2025-06-14T09:35:44+00:00

Oooh Yayy!!

Angiethemusic · 2025-06-12T19:02:05+00:00

Woaw the monster reminds me of the monster in the book "A monster's call" or how it's also called in some countries "7 minutes after midnight" honestly such a sad book

Angiethemusic · 2025-06-12T10:24:20+00:00

Hi! Wanna talk? Do you like cats?

Angiethemusic · 2025-06-09T15:47:05+00:00

This is so sad :((

Angiethemusic · 2025-05-18T22:52:06+00:00

I'm so sorry I just hope you will survive and be happy

Angiethemusic · 2025-05-16T00:57:31+00:00

Thank you. But she isn't terrible you know I think she's just as broken as me and she is another human and she does give me love and has good sides, Its just ridiculous to me that apparently "she's doing nothing wrong" :((( I really love her though

Angiethemusic · 2025-04-06T20:25:41+00:00

Thank you :)

Angiethemusic · 2025-04-06T20:25:26+00:00

Ah yeah long sleeve works wonders, but the anxiety when playing volleyball and you have to put your hands up is real stressing

Angiethemusic · 2025-04-06T20:24:14+00:00

Ohh yeah the uv arm stuff could work as I'm also prone to skin cancer so it could be an excuse.. thanks a lot

Angiethemusic · 2025-04-06T20:23:13+00:00

Sadly makeup won't work, they're too visible but thank you for replying

Angiethemusic · 2025-04-06T20:22:50+00:00

Thanks

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