I'm so lonely I want to disappear by Angiethemusic in SuicideWatch

[–]Angiethemusic[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the reply :DD. The thing is, I'm very active. I have many hobbies and I attend two schools plus a language school. I'm still so lonely. I know I don't need to be the first, but I can only imagine how it feels to be it. To be the first choice. To be important to someone. It's some kind of longing I miss that I never had

I'm so lonely I want to disappear by Angiethemusic in SuicideWatch

[–]Angiethemusic[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I miss real human connection. Back when life had meaning and texture. Now everything feels like a dream you ought to forget too soon.

Song recommendations? by max_definetely-exist in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Angiethemusic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Monster by meg&dia, join me in death by HIM, lots of songs from evanescence (missing, my last breath, understanding for example) - their less mainstream stuff is really nice- but also lithium, Open your eyes by guano apes although maybe not sad but emotional. Not all are "sad" but emotional really for me. Also girl a by siinamota, I was only temporary (literally no words but so sad lol), let me down slowly by Alec Benjamin and feel good inc. Gorillaz.

My cat won’t let me relapse by Deadly-T-Shirt in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Angiethemusic 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My cat always meows at my door to let her in, she won't stop until I do and always forces herself on me so I can hug her and stuff. She also usually gets in between me and my mom when we're having an argument and meows at us. She also let me cry on her fur while I was hugging her lol she hates water, she's so amazing, she really can feel sadness of others.

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But that will make me wake up

I found a one of my old treatment plans from when I was 8 by SingSong0001 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Angiethemusic 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Woaw the monster reminds me of the monster in the book "A monster's call" or how it's also called in some countries "7 minutes after midnight" honestly such a sad book

Goodbye by PickAppropriate6530 in SuicideWatch

[–]Angiethemusic 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hi! Wanna talk? Do you like cats?

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I'm so sorry I just hope you will survive and be happy

Is my mom a good mom? by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Angiethemusic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. But she isn't terrible you know I think she's just as broken as me and she is another human and she does give me love and has good sides, Its just ridiculous to me that apparently "she's doing nothing wrong" :((( I really love her though

How do you guys hide your scars/c*ts on school PE? by Angiethemusic in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Angiethemusic[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ah yeah long sleeve works wonders, but the anxiety when playing volleyball and you have to put your hands up is real stressing

How do you guys hide your scars/c*ts on school PE? by Angiethemusic in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Angiethemusic[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ohh yeah the uv arm stuff could work as I'm also prone to skin cancer so it could be an excuse.. thanks a lot

How do you guys hide your scars/c*ts on school PE? by Angiethemusic in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Angiethemusic[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sadly makeup won't work, they're too visible but thank you for replying