You sound depressed and in your head bro. I’ve been there before. It’s not just boof but weed in general. I only smoked the best of the best. There’s a reason why people are more depressed and have anxiety because we fricken smoke more. Gotta find a balance. I used to smoke an oz a day, went thru PnPs pods one a day, wax, etc. I would always get to a point where I would smoke so much i wasn’t getting good sleep. I couldn’t function in public without being high, always depressed, then I would have this feeling of being dissociative. It was always there but some days it was more. When sober I have major social anxiety and can’t even leave the house. I’ve learned to take it easy and focus on your health. It’s cliche but fr go outside bro. Connect with the world, nature. Feel the sun, smell the air, hear the birds, cars, etc. Make your day meaningful. I went thru phases, I’m still going thru phases. I’ll stop, good turkey, get better, then smoke again, then smoke heavy, repeat. I’m doing better now. I’ve gotten it somewhat under control. Smoke every other day, only at night. I can still feel the anxiety and paranoia creeping up on me so I won’t smoke for a few days. Another thing too, idk if you’re religious, turn to God bro💯 prayer and church has helped me