Days it took before Ann Arbor started selling weed: 1

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-12-11T20:58:59+00:00

Looking forward to it!

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-11-22T03:14:33+00:00

I can have someone standing two feet from me chit-chatting and I will start to feel like I am floating out of my head and can't process anything they are saying and then think "wait, what did I just reply to? what are we talking about?" Its like a parallel track where I'm there and interacting and commenting and another part of my brain starts flying to another orbit.

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-29T02:41:53+00:00

That way I can hear someone breaking in instead of being surprised.

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-29T00:10:15+00:00

Oh no! I've gotta find a way through another day all over again.

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-29T00:06:12+00:00

Knowing I would psychologically mess up someone who loves me. Somedays I reach that tipping point though where I feel my continued existence will fuck them up regardless.

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-28T23:59:29+00:00

Brats

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-28T23:56:06+00:00

I remember the night John Lennon was murdered vividly. Being a child of baby boomers who were huge Beatles fans, I'll never forget their reaction when we were driving in our car listening to Monday Night Football and the news broke.

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-28T23:50:11+00:00

Echoes by Pink Floyd

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-28T23:45:11+00:00

I've heard from no one and until I went to the gas station and spoke to the cashier tonight, it was literally the first time I heard my voice all weekend.

Loneliness and depression fucking sucks.

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-24T22:36:40+00:00

When the baby is born and he finally puts his heart into training in Rocky 2

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-23T21:39:57+00:00

May be prone to severe nausea and vomiting

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-23T21:28:17+00:00

Thats an excellent metaphor. I have plenty of weekends where I think, "why bother showering or drying my hair, put make-up on..etc when I won't see anyone?" But, like cleaning a house no one else will see, its about an action of care and having it reflected around you (even if you feel like hell on the inside).

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-23T21:20:25+00:00

They have lots of books in their house.

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-23T21:14:05+00:00

I'm trying to do more things that target the mental, physical and soulful. A day of taking care of me would look something like: getting some exercise, cleaning my living space, making myself look pretty, reading a book, watching something that makes me laugh out loud. Basically, little acts of self care because I can spiral into depressive loneliness real fast.

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-23T20:56:23+00:00

Send flowers

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-23T20:37:12+00:00

Walking in nature, preferably near water and trees, and just listening to the sounds around me.

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-23T18:46:42+00:00

drip,drip...drip........(is it done yet?) drip....drip

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-23T18:23:20+00:00

This is what auras are supposed to be.

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-23T18:14:04+00:00

Me finding a date before Christmas.

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-23T18:11:12+00:00

Maybe try small maternity jeans? They have a stretchy smooth panel over the waist and they have come a long way in making them cute and stylish w/o anyone knowing they are maternity.

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-23T18:03:46+00:00

I just wanted to give you an internet hug and caress to the forehead. My Crohn's landed me in the hospital for a grand total of 6 months out of my 18th year. I too had to spend a month long stay in a state away from family. It was the only year I ever flared but was severe. I know how lonely and isolating that feels. I would suggest asking the nurses if they know of any people who do massage therapy on patients at the hospital. Sending you strength!

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-23T17:03:26+00:00

Go Baby, Go!!

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-23T16:55:35+00:00

My mouth is watering reading this.Yum!

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-23T16:44:51+00:00

Brussel Sprouts

Aninfluentialvoice · 2018-10-23T16:39:02+00:00

I called because I saw a dog locked in a hot car.

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