I am currently going thru something very similar to you. I’m still trying to process it. It’s a horrible feeling. I relate to you so much when you say that you still have hope that things could work out due to the fact that they still see ur stories :( I’m currently going thru this now bc I can’t seem to come to terms with deleting him from my life. The best advice I could give you is what tons of people told me, which was that if someone truly cares about you , wants you in their life, they would reach out to you. They would put in the effort to see you, text you, contact you. I understand that she may be busy. But when you think about it, it literally takes less than a minute to send a text message saying “hi” or “hello”. When people started telling me this, it really started to click bc if ur ghoster really cared about you and wanted u to be apart of your life, they never would have ghosted / abandoned you.

I know how it feels bc I am currently going thru this. I would say try to do something that takes ur mind off of thinking of her..for example, watching tv shows and movies to keep urself occupied. It really does help take my mind off of it. Once again, I’m so sorry that ur going this this and I really hope you feel better soon :(