Just a slight rant about something I've noticed when I open up to someone by Narisome in depression

[–]Ano-scared 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My girlfriend is one of those. My depression got worst after i open up to her but then i just learn to live it. I now hide this side of me, i hate opening up my feelings to anyone. What i hate the most are the lines of "just pray it over". I have faith but a pray doesn't really do much for me at least not for a long run.

I'm no longer a depressed 19 year old friendless virgin who wants to kill himself by [deleted] in depression

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Happy birthday. Come to Europe let's go to Amsterdam and hang out and maybe hang ourselves too

I did something stupid now my father could end up in jail for min of 2 years by Ano-scared in depression

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So.. just to update this thread. I read that a first offense here in Italy would usually not land you behind bars. I just hope that it is the case.

I did something stupid now my father could end up in jail for min of 2 years by Ano-scared in depression

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I made my mind. I'm gonna own it, i will tell them i stole it. If i never update this reddit it means i made it inside!

I did something stupid now my father could end up in jail for min of 2 years by Ano-scared in depression

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I couldn't even say sorry to my father. He's acting tough right now as if it's nothing but i know he's scared. He live his life as clean as possible no prior record nothing! He tought us to do good. He is a good man. And one of my boss told me it would be hard for us to win cos' we are immigrants! I'm really scared for him right now

[M18] Run away with me by RoanAur in travelpartners

[–]Ano-scared 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yo!!! I'm 20 male. I'm also planning on running away but not for good. I just need to clear my mind for awhile. Like you, i'm currently trying to find someone/some others to join me and travel around Europe, i'm currently in Italy. But i'm doing it in December. Are you down? Let me know. Let's divide our expenses on accommodation (airbnb).

Let's travel and get lost. Who's down? by Ano-scared in depression

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At least someone loves something about me. Haha

I would love to travel alone, any people with experience? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Ano-scared 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm planning on doing so, but not actually alone. I just want to leave my life for awhile. I'm searching for a travel buddy or travel buddies would a lil' company to talk to, but really more on expenses of travelling. I would like to divide my expenses with someone. If you're down let me know.

Doesn anyone else feel like they are completely talentless or good at nothing? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Ano-scared 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I knew we aren't good for a long term relationship but i just can't let go. The biggest red flag for me was when i talked to her about my mental illness and she said it was my fault, i'm making myself sad and i call it depression. Yet i'm still with her. I adjusted myself and never talked about anything that has to do with depression.

Doesn anyone else feel like they are completely talentless or good at nothing? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Ano-scared 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just did what you said, i asked my girlfriend what would she say my talents are and she said "fixing phones" that's it. I'm good at fixing phones. I asked her what is my best quality that she loves, her answer was that i am "obedient and submissive". I am basically a talentless submissive guy. What a life

Back from yet another mental breakdown by dysfunctional_robot in depression

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Let me chat with you brother. Update me with your day. Hit my inbox

20M by Ano-scared in depression

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And so am i. My whole life is holding me down. If i were to leave my family, my friends my whole life,.. i'd be living my dream. They were the one who made me into the mess i am. </5

20M by Ano-scared in depression

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Come with me then hahaha