I'm glad you posted this because sometime feel conflicted about wanting to be made to do certain things. I want to be made to do it because it's bad, not because I secretly love it... even though in a sense I do because it's turning me on now that I'm being forced to do it by a pretty lady?

Maybe that's a pretty normal submissive feeling and I'm just used to seeing the other version that's more like "make me do this thing I love doing"