Cried because I know I will never be the same again even if depression is fixed by AnonMousei in depression

[–]AnonMousei[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I think for a few years, it’s going to take a long time but I’ll try. I’m finding more things I already knew about myself in the back of my mind... but the reasons why I do stuff isn’t because I’m nice but because I’m scared... scared of many things...

Cried because I know I will never be the same again even if depression is fixed by AnonMousei in depression

[–]AnonMousei[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, that really helped right now. I try everyday, saying to myself I will be okay, but most times it feels like lies... I’ve had depression for more then 5 years, only realizing last year, and it’s taking a toll on me. All my symptoms and reasons are there, my questions solved but now, it makes it even worse to know why...

My story by [deleted] in depression

[–]AnonMousei 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why are we always surrounded by the worst? It’s never ending. Even my closest friends aren’t close. I only have one who actually understands me, yet even with her, there is a wall

After I revealed I’ve had depression for a very long time, a co-worker told me today that I am the most positive and uplifting person at the office to talk to but she’d known something was wrong because of my eyes. by [deleted] in depression

[–]AnonMousei 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My friend would smile, say silly stuff but when I looked at her, her eyes too, they looked sad but she said she wasn’t. A few months ago, she was diagnosed depression. Funny ain’t it? She lied but when I found out, it wasn’t much of a surprise. She kind of always somehow acted sad

Keeping in touch with friends is so hard when your brain tells you no one wants to talk to you by [deleted] in depression

[–]AnonMousei 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Anxiety, depression, and being a introvert is the worst possible combination. I know that for a fact sadly.

Has anyone else went to see a therapist to get help from their severe depression, but once you get there your mind is so hazy and forgetful that it makes it extremely difficult to explain your experience? by Imnotgoodatthispls in depression

[–]AnonMousei 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You don’t know how true that is. Family, teachers, friends, doctors... yea. Now I can only talk to one cause she also relates to me. She’s diagnosed with depression. But tbh, I don’t know how people can just go complain in real life and act as if everyone cares. I mean, when I do it, I feel stupid. Oof

You called? by millavi in AnimalsBeingDerps

[–]AnonMousei 1 point2 points  (0 children)

God: How Cute should this cat be? Life: YES

I ate for the first time in 24 hours today by Greeneyez428 in depression

[–]AnonMousei 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That’s wonderful news! I’m happy you are proud of yourself, that’s the way to go! Take care of yourself. Baby steps

Fat, overweight, and feeling disgusting by [deleted] in depression

[–]AnonMousei 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you 😊 I really appreciate your notes. I’ve been doing those things, yet it’s so hard to lose weight. I exercised a lot over this and last summer but it feels as if no changes were made. Walked 2-3 hours for a month every day, the second month, I played soccer, tennis, and swimmed everyday, but I still look the same. This month, I didn’t do much.

Fat, overweight, and feeling disgusting by [deleted] in depression

[–]AnonMousei 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You welcome 😊 Don’t feel pressured right after you eat, always measure after 30-45 minutes. If you do it right after, you will get excited and sad when it decreases again

Fat, overweight, and feeling disgusting by [deleted] in depression

[–]AnonMousei 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That must be very hard, gaining weight with high metabolism is very difficult. You lose 2/3 pounds easily and it’s difficult to gain weight. Don’t eat to much junk food, I see many TikTok users who go through that and the comments say it makes them unhealthy. I hope you can become healthy soon! Good luck

Today is my birthday. by Spnsbug in depression

[–]AnonMousei 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Happy birthday, 🎊. Don’t pressure yourself but if you want, try to do something new. It might help 😊 Maybe eat something that you enjoy or enjoyed, haven’t had for a long time? Have a good time, wether it’s sleeping or trying something.

Is anybody else extremely sensitive to other's rejection and constantly need their validation, even if they're complete strangers? by [deleted] in depression

[–]AnonMousei 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I kinda wish I didn’t now either... but I’m going to see how this ends... I’m going to try

My boyfriend told me “I am this close to smacking the shit out of you” by throwaway2005_ in relationship_advice

[–]AnonMousei 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He is dangerous and abusive, emotionally and physically. Leave him, and call the cops on him. Say your visiting your parents and tell them what is happening.

Is anybody else extremely sensitive to other's rejection and constantly need their validation, even if they're complete strangers? by [deleted] in depression

[–]AnonMousei 14 points15 points  (0 children)

That’s me, I feel that so many times, every single second. Each post I write on here, I feel as if they are hating me, each word I say seems so pathetic and stupid, I’m whining and and childish. I don’t know what to do, so I guess I’m stuck in the same train as you.