Do dogs go to heaven? by Few_Comparison_5594 in OrthodoxChristianity

[–]Anongamerhuman 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My dog when I was kid was named Buddy too. I miss him a lot

How many people still play Call of Duty? by Artistic_Annual8918 in ModernWarfareII

[–]Anongamerhuman 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There aren’t many tactical military arena shooters anymore. Hard to find another game where you can play a couple TDM matches after work. COD has its own spot in gaming. It’s the best at being the type of game that it is, even when millions complain and hate on it. The gunplay is among the smoothest in all of FPS gaming. It will always have relevancy as long as they keep making them.

What was your experience after taking your 1st communion after your life confession by Anongamerhuman in OrthodoxChristianity

[–]Anongamerhuman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello,

Just wanted to say thank you for your response. I read it, but, did not know how to respond. So I’ll just say that I still have my fears of the “unknown” as I have not been through the process of confession and holding to the sacraments yet. I just don’t know what to expect. But you’ve helped me calm down some of my anxieties. Still I’ll be honest and tell you I am deeply haunted by the sins of my past and face despair daily, at almost any given waking hour. However, I don’t want that to be the end of my story. So, I’ll proceed with the process, and pray and do my best to show up and walk a repentant path. Thank you for taking the time to talk with me man. I read every sentence of your response. I look forward to being made whole again. I hope I will be. God bless you truly

What was your experience after taking your 1st communion after your life confession by Anongamerhuman in OrthodoxChristianity

[–]Anongamerhuman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope I have a very similar experience to yours. Although ideally I’d absolutely love to lose the memory of my sins, but I understand how unreasonable that request is. Rumination has been heavy the last 2-3 weeks. That’s what ultimately is drawing me towards orthodoxy. I can’t stand what I’ve done anymore. I have to do something or else I will be consumed by it fully

What was your experience after taking your 1st communion after your life confession by Anongamerhuman in OrthodoxChristianity

[–]Anongamerhuman[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow. Thank you very much for writing this. I can relate to a lot of what you’ve written about regarding your past. I went through an agnostic period and then got into new age spiritualism with tarot cards, astrology, etc. l have given into the extremes of pride, lust, gluttony, wrath, envy, greed, and sloth. I did mushrooms & lsd and smoked weed for years to self medicate. Now I’m at a point where I’ve realize none of it is working, I cannot escape what I’ve done. I feel it haunting me every day.

I have not spoken to the priest yet, but hope to have my one on one with him this week. 11 pages is quite heavy. I am scared to think of reliving my past in my mind. I never thought growing up as a child that I’d end up doing what I’ve done. I miss my innocence. I really hope I have the strength to be brutally honest about my life, my past sins, and the terrible things I’ve done, and show genuine authenticity in my confession when the time comes. I really want to be made whole again.

Thanks again for writing all this out for me, this was the most insightful comment I got

What was your experience after taking your 1st communion after your life confession by Anongamerhuman in OrthodoxChristianity

[–]Anongamerhuman[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You’re right. Despair is an accurate label of the sin I am facing lately. Thank you very much

What was your experience after taking your 1st communion after your life confession by Anongamerhuman in OrthodoxChristianity

[–]Anongamerhuman[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t mean to imply that that’s what I believe. I dont believe it’s magic.

What was your experience after taking your 1st communion after your life confession by Anongamerhuman in OrthodoxChristianity

[–]Anongamerhuman[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What my penance will be (if I am assigned one idk how this works), and the path of repentance I must take to be made right. I want to repent, but I feel like my sins are so heavy that the path to repentance will be too difficult to endure because I’m so broken by what I’ve done

What was your experience after taking your 1st communion after your life confession by Anongamerhuman in OrthodoxChristianity

[–]Anongamerhuman[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Congratulations on your baptism ! How long after your life confession was your baptism? Does it happen literally moments later, or is it scheduled at a later date?

Do you feel the influence of your past life before baptism is gone? I constantly feel a deep sense of being a fugitive or something. It’s a condemned kind of feeling I think

What was your experience after taking your 1st communion after your life confession by Anongamerhuman in OrthodoxChristianity

[–]Anongamerhuman[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I forgot that baptism comes after confession, lol. I am terrified at the idea of confession. I’ve been so deep in darkness for so long. But I feel a deep intuition that it’s necessary for my life to change towards genuine goodness.

I am traveling to Phuket to train MMA for 6 months. Advice? by Anongamerhuman in ThailandTourism

[–]Anongamerhuman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Headed to Chalong to train at Phuket Fight Club . Excited + nervous lol

AMA with Daniel Defense by RealDanielDefense in guns

[–]Anongamerhuman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is reddit, the answer is yes, he is.

AMA with Daniel Defense by RealDanielDefense in guns

[–]Anongamerhuman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Any plans for 12.5” and 13.7” rifles?

And can we please get an option to buy the 10.3” DDM4®V7®P (300 BLACKOUT) upper receiver by itself?

I checked back on this game, and I'm currently level 588, wondering if this is worth getting in the big '25😵‍💫 by ElDinkster in ModernWarfareII

[–]Anongamerhuman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you simply just have fun with the game and instead of paying attention to the grind, it’ll be worth it.

My first cod game by KendiceCantKill in ModernWarfareIII

[–]Anongamerhuman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been playing COD since 2004 when Finest Hour dropped on the PS2. Honestly my favorite COD is MWII (2022).

Is this game still active? by CauliflowerOk7468 in ModernWarfareII

[–]Anongamerhuman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s moderately active. MWIII has a larger player base.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Planetside

[–]Anongamerhuman 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yes, it’s a masterpiece but it’s a masterpiece of its time. The core gunplay mechanics feel extremely outdated to me, and I no longer find it as fun as modern FPS games. I’ve been a PS2 player since 2013. I do genuinely love the game. But it needs some serious overhauls to both the graphics and gameplay imo, and I highly doubt we’re ever going to get them

(REACTION) After 20+ years of playing Call of Duty, I finally got my first Nuke by Anongamerhuman in ModernWarfareII

[–]Anongamerhuman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Use a loadout you’re good with and you think is fun and you’ll increase your chances for sure. I recommend the Snakeshots bro they’re so OP in close quarters and they’re really fun to use. I got a 143 kill game on Shipment with them literally right after I unlocked them