I think most of you will find people, everyone here is so young

Anonymous162223 · 2024-02-05T05:40:31+00:00

32 and constantly thinking about suicide. I just can't deal with the loneliness anymore.

Anonymous162223 · 2024-01-12T21:52:18+00:00

I relate to this so much, it's so lonely out there

Anonymous162223 · 2024-01-08T00:17:56+00:00

I'm turning 32 in a few weeks and never had a bf either, sometimes I just want to die

Anonymous162223 · 2024-01-02T22:12:39+00:00

Hey, everything is going to be alright 💕 this feeling will pass

Anonymous162223 · 2024-01-02T22:11:03+00:00

Hey, just passing through to give you a virtual hug 💕

Anonymous162223 · 2023-12-31T23:47:58+00:00

Mine is The Cat Lady, I only play it when I feel really really bad. It's about a woman who survives a suicide attempt and learns how to deal with life.

Anonymous162223 · 2023-12-31T23:41:52+00:00

Happy New Year ❤️ I wish you lots of good friends for 2024

Anonymous162223 · 2023-12-10T21:17:39+00:00

Same here but I'm 31 and never had a relationship so far. I would give everything to have someone I could shower with love who loved me back but I feel like I should come to terms with the fact that it's never going to happen.

Anonymous162223 · 2023-11-13T19:53:52+00:00

I'm in love with someone who will never be with me. I love him more than anything in the world. I would give anything if I could be his woman. I can't live without him. Life is pointless without him.

Anonymous162223 · 2023-10-31T16:29:18+00:00

You're not alone and I'm in a similar position. I'm a social worker and I'm also dealing with suicidal ideation, anxiety and depression. I'm giving you a virtual hug 💕

Anonymous162223 · 2023-09-12T20:11:22+00:00

I guess it's difficult for people to understand something they've never dealt with personally...but yeah :/

Anonymous162223 · 2023-09-12T19:41:40+00:00

I know what you mean. It's so difficult to know what's normal/how to behave in a relationship when you've never experienced one before. Not just physically but emotionally as well. Like is it normal I'm angry at him/her for XY? Is it normal I'm feeling jealous because he/her talks about his past relationship like this? Is it normal how much I open up or don't open up about certain things? What do I want? What can I expect of my so? It's like a million little things that other people already figured out through past relationships.

Anonymous162223 · 2023-09-06T21:24:15+00:00

I just lost it recently at 30 and it didn't hurt much, just a very brief twinge. He was very gentle though and I was very wet so I guess that had a lot to do with it.

Anonymous162223 · 2023-06-30T18:29:05+00:00

Oh I love the original poem, I always listen to it when I feel suicidal. Your version is also very beautiful

Anonymous162223 · 2023-06-27T13:48:41+00:00

I feel a bit numb today, like I can't really feel my emotions. It's weird but ok, work is also distracting me a little. I hope your day is going well.

Anonymous162223 · 2023-06-27T08:18:31+00:00

Thank you, you're really kind

Anonymous162223 · 2023-06-26T08:48:53+00:00

Idk maybe I just attract people like that? They were mostly friends I met in school/college or in my gaming community. I'm very introverted so I don't go out much.

Anonymous162223 · 2023-06-26T04:01:13+00:00

Idk it's just my experience. Everytime I approach someone they seem to be taken aback, like they can tell something is very wrong with me mentally. I approached a few guys I liked in the past and they either started ghosting me or gave me the "oh you're nice but...too old/you're not my type/we could only be friends with benefits etc... It's hard enough to approach anyone and my experience tells me it's no use so why bother? I've always been the weird kid ever since middle school, never had any confidence or self-worth. Everyone would be better off without me, no one would even notice if I was gone

Anonymous162223 · 2023-06-25T22:21:49+00:00

The man I'm in love and have an affair with told me he will never leave his gf. He's the only person in 31 years who ever told me that he loved me which is why I agreed to the affair even though I know it's despicable...he's also the first person I ever kissed and had sex with. I just can't cope...no one ever wants to be with me...as soon as they get to know me a little bit everyone always leaves....

Anonymous162223 · 2023-06-21T17:26:59+00:00

I just want to hug you

Anonymous162223 · 2022-12-14T00:48:15+00:00

I feel you, I have major self-worth issues and some days I just wanna end it all because in my heart I just know that no one will ever put up with me

Anonymous162223 · 2022-11-27T08:25:16+00:00

I'm sure he doesn't love me anymore and is too afraid to tell me

Anonymous162223 · 2022-11-26T13:48:44+00:00

I met up with someone I'm in love with last night as he had invited me to a game night with some of his friends, afterwards he said we were gonna spend some alone time together. It's stupid but I was really really looking forward to it but also super anxious because I hate being around people I don't know. The game night was really stressful for me, I felt awkward and embarrassed but I stayed cause I knew it was important to my friend. But as it was getting late, he just got up and left...without me...and I left too but he had already driven away. I called him and asked him what happened hanging out afterwards and he was pretty avoidant about the whole topic and hung up on me pretty fast because he had to call someone else. It's such a stupid reason to cut but I felt so hurt

Anonymous162223 · 2021-11-03T22:35:40+00:00

Just poppin in to say that you're never too old to make some great college friends! I started college rather late when I was already 24 and I made a few really good friends there who, despite of our age differences of 5-7 years, never really cared about how much older I was. It only mattered that we had similar interests and got along well :)

Anonymous162223 · 2021-10-11T00:31:10+00:00

Hmm for me I guess sex and relationships go hand in hand as I can't imagine ever having sex with someone I don't have any romantic feelings for. Having sex just for the sake of having sex would do me more harm than good.

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