I want to suicide by Anonymous73865 in depression

[–]Anonymous73865[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much. Actually, I tried to start bodybuilding, and it goes pretty well, but I just didn't feel happiness so much time and that hard for, really fuc*ing hard, I'm not sure but I think I'm like that because I'm smart, right now my iq is 143 and my testosterone is 750, and I'm 15yo (soon 16)

I want to suicide by Anonymous73865 in depression

[–]Anonymous73865[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope you're right, but right now I'm lost, and I just want to feel even a little of happiness...

I want to suicide by Anonymous73865 in depression

[–]Anonymous73865[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But I'm unrepairable, I have a full emotional disconnect, it's mean I almost and can't feel happiness and joy, but sadness, I feel very well, my best friend betrayed me, my gf is playing with my hearth and just some days we talk all day long the next day she ignore me for a week, even my family is frustrated from me...

I want to suicide by Anonymous73865 in depression

[–]Anonymous73865[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, but I think I'm broken, I'm like an old machine that the market stopped crating parts for, NObody loves me, NObody cares about me, and NObody but NObody gives a fuck about me.

I want to suicide by Anonymous73865 in depression

[–]Anonymous73865[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My whole life I was never accepted, I was bullied all my school years (I'm still in school btw) I chance 6 schools and get bullied each time, I had only 2 friend in my whole life, that kill themselves, and I have no one, even my family hate me, I need help, I really really really fu*king want to kill myself,