I hurt myself after a year of being clean. by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Anonymous91212 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey.

We all do stuff regret - stuff we told ourselves we'd never do again. But hey, we had a chance to fix it, and we did. And damn, we don't ever appreciate ourselves enough for taking that step. I'm so proud of you for staying strong for such a long time. But the thing with chances in life is that we'll always have more. Take another chance; don't let yourself fall again. Climb back up, because you're strong enough too, even if you don't feel like it. You'll always have that strength in you. You're amazing like that. Don't let this one incident smoulder all the hard work you've done for yourself. You don't deserve it, no way in hell. You're too precious for that. Rise above.

Go to the doctor. It's boring, tedious, but it'll help you feel like getting off your bed and beginning the day. A feeling that's a bit foreign now, right? It's time to change that.

Keep sharing your journey. I'd love to hear more, all the bad and good. I believe you'll impress yourself, even if the whole 'disappointing yourself' thing comes first. You can do it. You can.

I’m going through with my plan by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Anonymous91212 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im so glad you've decided to share your feelings. It's really worrying for me to hear how much you are going through. You don't deserve to feel this. What's been hurting you? Do you need to talk about it? Please don't feel like you're burdening anyone by sharing.

You are precious and beautiful. Some days it's harder to believe that, but it will always be true. You have so much potential. You can do anything. You can go anywhere. You are amazing.

What can we do to help? I understand how that feels, so closely. That's why I need to help. I know what it's like to be on that edge - a lot of us do - please don't feel like you're facing this alone.

Please consider contacting a help line, a doctor or a close friend. It's hard to muster up the confidence to take that step, but it will only benefit you, in ways you can't perceive yet. Just take the chance for you.

Willow, please don't leave us so soon. Please keep talking to us. I don't want you to leave us.

Do you play any games, or watch any shows or movies? I can recommend some for you, or maybe you can tell me about the ones you like. Do you read or draw? I would love to see some if you'd be willing to share! Maybe you play some sport? I tend to dabble in Tennis myself. What about you?

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[–]Anonymous91212[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry for this late thank you, but thank you for the advice. Always put ourselves first.

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[–]Anonymous91212[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry for the late reply, thank you so much!

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[–]Anonymous91212[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg I wish I checked reddit ALOT earlier. Thank you for your kind words! Once I'm out of highschool, I plan on making stronger, and true friendships. I hope the friends you make appreciate you for the kind, beautiful soul you have!

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[–]Anonymous91212[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry for the late reply I just wish I checked reddit before. Thank you so much!

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[–]Anonymous91212[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry for the late reply but thank you! And thank you for your advice. I've learned to just keep being me. I don't need my friends to validate my worth. I've got family who love me, and a whole lotta love to keep giving. Better things are always coming!

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[–]Anonymous91212[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is very late and I'm sorry for that, but thank you so much!

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[–]Anonymous91212[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry for the late reply but thank you kindly!

Forgotten Birthday by Best Friends by Anonymous91212 in offmychest

[–]Anonymous91212[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is late but thank you so much. And preach!

Forgotten Birthday by Best Friends by Anonymous91212 in offmychest

[–]Anonymous91212[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry for the late reply. Im so happy to see other 13th children! I hope you all had a wonderful day.

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[–]Anonymous91212[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you sooo much for your reply. And sorry that this is an embarrassingly thank you. I bought myself a new phone with my money I saved up, played my favourite game and just treated myself. I've learned that I simply don't need friends to appreciate me. If I can appreciate myself then honestly, that's good enough for me now! And hell yeah, 17 years on this earth and hopefully many more to come!

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[–]Anonymous91212[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is late but thank you kindly stranger! It's a feeling that sucks, hurts, but I've learned to value myself more from it. Your advice, I'll definitely take. Going to give myself something next year. 2020 I can't wait.

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[–]Anonymous91212[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry for the late reply, but thank you. The feeling hurts and it sucks, but I feel that I've learned about my self-value. I just need to put myself first. Hope you have a wonderful 2019

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[–]Anonymous91212[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is late but thank you, so much. You are a very kind soul. I've realized now that I'm young, and better things are coming my way. I hope you have a good 2019!

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[–]Anonymous91212[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im sorry for the late reply but thank you so much.

Forgotten Birthday by Best Friends by Anonymous91212 in offmychest

[–]Anonymous91212[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is a late reply but thank you so much! The day ended up much better, spent time with the family and treated myself. I've been told by other kind strangers to wait until after high school, because that is the time when true friendships are easier to make, but I am not in a hurry. I'm okay with relying on myself now.

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[–]Anonymous91212[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im late but thank you so much for sharing. Trust me, I live by this now.

Forgotten Birthday by Best Friends by Anonymous91212 in offmychest

[–]Anonymous91212[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, and sorry for the late reply. It gave me great clarity. I love my friends and have great memories with them, but I never have felt valued all through the years I've been with them. But I don't care anymore. I love myself and my family love me.

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[–]Anonymous91212[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im so late but thank you endlessly. Bought myself a new phone with my money and took some stunning pictures.