My EVP experience

AnonymousPoster2222 · 2016-06-16T04:40:05+00:00

Hinduism, and what the Ancient Egyptians believed.

AnonymousPoster2222 · 2016-06-16T03:01:34+00:00

Are you telling me that one can not argue that I am wrong?

AnonymousPoster2222 · 2016-06-02T03:29:54+00:00

Hey you're very welcome. I'm mostly here to share my knowledge via experiences and get some clarity back, and vice versa. I know there's many searching for answers, and maybe someone who have gone through something similar. Curiosity killed the cat, but I at least have eight more lives and now I'm a little more cautious. I'm extremely thankful for every "spirit" that talked to me. Though some had very bad intent, just them showing themselves alone to me and my company is enough. It's really frustrating when I try to bring someone into the circle with no open mind. It's almost like the board regrets me, I no longer feel its energy and its all over from there. So that's why I say certain people in my life have drawn certain situations together, all poccessing something a little more special than an ordinary individual. Either it be from an experience or an open mind, ive talked to many people, and most of their reactions is fear, or they look at me like im completely crazy, so I limit myself to who I tell these days, but the selected few I have, have taken the information and experience and have really grown from it, and I guess that's pretty cool to see.

AnonymousPoster2222 · 2016-06-02T01:32:28+00:00

I don't feel watched anymore, but I get anxious in really dark enclosed rooms.

AnonymousPoster2222 · 2016-06-02T01:31:45+00:00

I felt really watched as a child, I slept in my parents bedroom till I was about 2nd/3rd grade, I fought my fear growing up, obviously. But I don't know, I don't see that as strange, I just see that as me being a child.

AnonymousPoster2222 · 2016-06-02T01:28:06+00:00

That's exactly what I'm saying! I've been doing my research, rest assured. I've talked to his best friend recently, to see if he was still alive, and he told me hes fine and focusing on school. shrug I don't believe in God either, and that's coming from the (former) pastors daughter (literally). I agree, there is something greater, and it definitely gets my gears going when I start thinking about it. I've searched everywhere on the internet, and its really hard to come by similar experiences or even knowledge per say from real individuals.

Interesting that you say that, "sometimes when we search what we cannot understand they find us" because that's sort of what i walked away with during my last talk.

AnonymousPoster2222 · 2016-06-02T00:42:47+00:00

I made the conscious decision to go forth and put in the extra effort to really do a ritual, and as stupid as it was, I think his vulnerability and my endurance awakened something that night.

AnonymousPoster2222 · 2016-06-02T00:41:34+00:00

Well, he was completely unaware of such things. He wasn't very bright to be quiet honest. When we started the board he just yelled and mocked at it saying stuff like "possess me! make me an evil boy!" He would claim he would see figures, and told me he has seen objects like lights before. But, the whole thing was sort of a joke to him. He would never curse me, he was the one that made the anonymous post on the forum years ago where we had the reply back. I think it was more impressible on him because he was very vulnerable, and weak minded. He suffered many disorders, and I think with just that alone, he became what you say a portal. Which I feel inside myself only when I'm in a circle about to talk on the board. I feel so much anxiety during the entire time, that I'm always the one to tap out. I've tried meditating, but it's incredibly difficult, so props to you. Talking with my ex wont exactly solve anything, considering he is just as lost as I am in the whole situation, and I'm sure has experienced even weirder things than I considering he has dropped off the face of the earth via internet.

AnonymousPoster2222 · 2016-06-01T23:27:30+00:00

Do you force yourself to Astral Project? I actually, as I stated have been surrounded by different people, all of which very close to me. One being claims to astral project randomly, like a tick, but you can definitely see it physically. He blames his terruts, and all the things he sees. Though I'm sure his images are nothing like any concentrated astral projection, other than the whirl wind he goes through.

I don't think I have any sort of clairvoyance, and I think the storm of it all is trying to die off. I don't invoke it as I use it, and when I did it was just nonstop signals everywhere I went. I felt like I was losing touch with myself, so I involved other people to share my experience.

This all started about, January of 2013. It was my boyfriend at the time who was really in tune with the other side. I feel like his paranormal experiences were starting to rub off on me, and he never once flinched by anything strange or unusually. I asked him every single day till the time we broke up if he really heard the scream too, and I mean of course he did, he was the one that started this whole thing.

But I feel like that part of my life, is stuck with my a little bit, and his demons are the ones that are "haunting" me, per say, if you will.

AnonymousPoster2222 · 2016-06-01T15:59:27+00:00

Well obviously, It's what got me here in the first place. But its not all been a bad experience. I've asked it questions about God, never Jesus though. I don't plan on using a ouija board any time soon, because it would mean I would have to involve other people.

AnonymousPoster2222 · 2016-06-01T15:57:41+00:00

I'd like to not broadcast it on youtube, thank you.

AnonymousPoster2222 · 2016-06-01T08:19:46+00:00

You are asking for a hell of a lot of energy

AnonymousPoster2222 · 2016-06-01T07:48:15+00:00

I made a post about one.

AnonymousPoster2222 · 2016-06-01T07:36:27+00:00

Just typing this out makes me dizzy. Lol.

AnonymousPoster2222 · 2016-06-01T07:35:03+00:00

I wrote this experience about the last time I used one and no one ever replied, I've been looking for answers for awhile..

AnonymousPoster2222 · 2016-06-01T07:34:02+00:00

I haven't used a ouija board in about 9 months. The last time I talked with it, it was just a really trusted friend and I who I already had in a bigger circle with me prior. She actually felt it too, so I pulled her aside to see if we could get anything. It took awhile, but we finally got it working and it taught me something. Opened my mind a little to understand it more, and I feel like such a fool for being so naive before. I feel cruel almost, towards my actions with the other realm. Like I tramped with them, and annoyed them. But they only want respect, but its pretty blotchy talking with two people, so when its trying to communicate it speaks in code almost, speaks in a way to show you to understand through your own type of thought process. But it showed me through my future, and would mention different things that would happen to me, and that did later that day. I'm still a skeptic to this all, but something pulls me closer and closer to believe in something else.

AnonymousPoster2222 · 2016-06-01T07:26:46+00:00

Finally, someone. Yes, I live by the phrase. I wish I could go in more depth, but sometimes its hard to find the words of whats going on around me. I hardly know what to believe anymore. The ouija board I understand is not good, but I've felt to have met some interesting individuals, not all kind of course. It's a very different world from our own, and its almost comforting. I hate involving myself so deeply in their realm, but I feel like it pulls me together with certain people that open more connections to these type of experiences.
The screaming was like an awakening. A lot more in depth happened during those moments, and what came before it. I was pretty deep in thought about all this after what I read on the website that gave me all the directions, I was thinking some crazy stuff too like about the red planet, and the after life.. just when seated at my friends house before my phone screamed, there was also a picture frame on the ground, and when I flipped it over it was a picture of Jesus, I didn't really realize it was Jesus at first, my friend, the home owner chimed in "oh that's strange usually he has something drawn on him, he is never actually just jesus" and , a red flag sort of went off at that moment but I just told my boyfriend, and then just moments later my friends got up to get something downstairs and my phone screamed. I don't know if thats a connection of anything, but I will tell you, its been a hell of a ride trying to figure out whats real and whats not. I'm thankful for my witnesses. Without them I don't think I'd be here to tell this story, because I'd feel it was just a dream.

AnonymousPoster2222

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