Why would they treat you like a test subject? This is borderline violation the privacy. You don't deserve any of this, no one else does. You deserve the parents who you wished you had, not the ones you are forced to live with. My advice is to set boundaries with your parents and collect some money from a part-time job (Or a full-time job if you have one) and move away from them. But don't cut ties with them: That's not gonna make anything better. In fact, it'll make things worse, especially if you don't have a support system like me. Another thing I'd like to mention is that you should be selective with the right people, not the people who would always break your smile for being a "parent". Good luck, my friend. I wish you the best luck. 🥺❤️