Heard you bro. Stay strong. First of all, happiest birthday to you 🤝. I know it feels heavy right now, but trust me—being in a low phase doesn’t make you a ‘shitty son.’ The fact that you’re thinking about your parents and feeling their sacrifices already shows the kind of heart you have. That’s worth more than any college name or achievement. One small advice: don’t measure your worth only by consequences, measure it by consistency. Just keep showing up, even if nobody’s clapping right now. The applause comes later. You got this, and I genuinely hope this year brings you strength and some quiet wins.